it seems a little too perfect
okay... i kinda need advice from people on the same level as me..
vie been in a relationship with my boyfriend for about a year... and we were best ffriends for about a year as well. We have the best relationship, and he is nearly perfect in every way...
he lacks social skills a bit, so he doesn't like people sometimes, or comes off mean, and he never really wants to do stuff.. we always play the safe route you know? we are always together as well, except when we work..
but its kinda getting to me because were always around each other and im headed out to college so its like all weird. im going away for college and its about 45mins to an hr from where i stay. he's upset that im leaving and so i suggested we take a break when the time came.... Im going into nursing and im on a STRICT program there.
I feel i may need some space... and i wanna be a free spirit and roam where i please... with no constrictions. I love him deeply with all my heart and to make matters worse im his frist girlfriend, and we're pretty deep you know...? he even told me he never thought he'd imagine us EVER splitting apart in any way shape or form...
now he wants to transfer to the same school with me in the future, and i feel he's pushing it a bit. and he wants to get an apartment ASAP..a year ago i thought i wanted that..idk what I want anymore..and he also thinks that i may never want to be with him again, or ill find someone else... idk.. I wanna be with him, [and not to sound selfish] just not through college....... its college im 18! W T F! you know!? i have not a clue how to address myself with the issue...
am i being selfish....?
should i not consider a break?
HELP <3
ah what should i do :[