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Every morning when i wake up i check my phone too see if you've texted me, but you never have, and you never will? Every morning is like hell to me, either i've had a dream about you, or i wake up realizing that you breaking up wasn't a dream after all, and now i have to start my day knowing that you're not mine all over again, just like every other day. I think about you all the time, but in the morning it is far the worst. My stomach hurts as too how much i miss you, and everytime i see that you haven't texted me I feel like I'm one day further away from you. One more day for you too move on and forget, while for me, it's one more day to miss you more than yesterday, and to think about our happy memories.

HELLO are you fu cking high

I miss you. That's all...

My grandpa died tonight. I wish you'd just call me, i need you more than ever..

I am sorry to hear about Millie being put down.

I know how much she meant to you. I can't even begin to imagine how upset you are right now.

I hope you are ok and maybe now you will be able to move on with your life and get to a better place.

I'm sorry for your loss.

Hey Beautiful, I just wanted to let you know that i still love you. I know things are difficult right now, I know i haven't been as supportive as i should have been, I know i've let you down. I said i would never hurt you, But deep inside i have hurt you beyond repair. I just want to say i am so sorry for hurting you. I would do anything to see your face right now, To see you smile at me and tell me everything will be okay, Let me cry in your arms. Ever since you broke up with me i have done nothing but remember the good times we had together. It hurts because i treated you so badly in February, I didn't stand by you when you had your throat operation, I came to see you at home once, I was to busy being my selfish self, At the pub with my friends, When in fact i should have spend every minute with you, Telling you everything would be more then okay, And that I'm here for you. What a waste of space i am. What did i ever do in my selfish existence to deserve such an amazing girl, Such a beautiful strong motivated person. I just want to let you know that you are deep in my thoughts, And that i would do anything to have you back and make things ok. I need you katie, I need you so much right now.

Are you really happier without me in your life now? Don't you miss me? Or are you already seeing someone else?

I miss you so much... It's so hard for me to believe you don't feel the same way.

You are obsessed with this new guy. Not figuratively speaking either. All you do is post about him and how much he makes you smile, how you can't wait until he comes to visit. I find this funny considering it was the same with me earlier this year. You jump from guy to guy and try to fill your void that you need to seek help with. You post pictures of yourself constantly on your FB to get some kind of sick pleasure out of random people to comment on how beautiful you are. Your friends are now my friends for a reason. They've seen you do this a number of times and they're sick of your drama. One part of me knows you'll rush things with this new guy and it'll fall flat on your face again. The other dreads the fact that he might be able to change you because I tried so f*cking hard to change you and it turned up to be a waste of my time. God, I miss you so much but you're so concerned with this new guy that you throw the past 4 months out and don't give two flying f*cks about me. It hurts and keeps me from getting sleep sometimes.

That being said, a friend and I have struck up an agreement. We are both going through heartbreak seeing as she was recently very hurt as well and we've been there to offer each other's shoulders from time to time. She initially had feelings for me but didn't act on them because she didn't know what I wanted. Then when she noticed I was in a relationship, she went so far as to delete my number so she wouldn't text me in the middle of the night. We started talking again and have agreed to start seeing where our future might take us together. We are taking things very slowly and not going to rush anything because we're both in a very vulnerable state. We expressed our feelings and concerns, you know, like couples should be doing. All that and we aren't even dating or official in any sense of the word. We are going to try, though. I don't sit here and rub it in your face either because I'm better than that. As much as I'd like to see you come back and she wishes her recent ex would make an effort too, we are going to comfort each other the best way we can. We're going to have fun and enjoy each other's company.

All that heartache and general feelings of being broken. Despite all that... I still miss you, love you and care about you. Please, stay safe.

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Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Are you really happier without me in your life now? Don't you miss me? Or are you already seeing someone else?

I miss you so much... It's so hard for me to believe you don't feel the same way.

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Nevermind. With your stunning lack of emotional depth, I'm sure you don't miss me and I shouldn't take it personally.

trying so hard to move on... I think there is someone I actually like *shock* but maybe he already knows that there is someone that no one will ever be able to hold a candle to.. what do I do about that? GET OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!! damn... I still love you...

Just another morning/day missing you, hoping that today will be the day you realize what you've lost.

Why wasnt I good enough for you? Why did you reconcile with ME 6 mon ths ago? I was over you at Christmas and YOU reconciled with me! And then a month later left me for a loser. I was your filler so you wouldnt be alone. I would have married you. And now you have been in a relationship for 4 months and I still moan about you. Wow. I need to get a life. this SUCKS.

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Originally Posted by lifemess [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Just another morning/day missing you, hoping that today will be the day you realize what you've lost.

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Ditto on this...

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Originally Posted by lifemess [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Just another morning/day missing you, hoping that today will be the day you realize what you've lost.

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Agreed.

Just another day of rolling out of bed to check my phone. Hoping that I got a text from you. Everyday, I've been disappointed.

I'm so proud of myself. It's been 6 solid days since I've contacted you..no fb messages, no texts, no phone calls. (longest time for NC) I know it's been over for almost three months but this is a huge thing for me. And it's true what they say...when you don't contact the other person it does get easier. Chances are though that you'll call early next week. I am kind of surprised that you didn't call while I was so close to you this weekend but I guess that goes to show me just how "not into us" that you are right now. Maybe you really are moving on and I'm completely out of your mind. It is some sort of sick comfort that my friends seem to think that you miss me. They could tell that I meant something to you and hell we were together for almost 4 years..how could you not? It wasn't a bad relationship..you were just dumb and you continue to give me mixed singles so if it was bad in your mind...it was your fault. I only take a small fraction of the blame and that's that I realize that pushing you wasn't the right thing to do. Other than that it was all you. And the extra shi*y part is that you freaking realized and acknowledged that it was all you. You even said that "you(i) were so much better at the relationship then I (you) was". How could you say that and not want to get back together? What the hell are you trying to prove. I have a god damn choice if I want to be in a relationship or not with you....if I wanted out I would have gotten out. Instead you give me some stupid line like that to...what...make it easier on me or something? What a god damn moron you are. So yes I will celebrate the small victory of 6 days no contact and move onto the angry stage and only drift into the sad stage on occasions. One of these days something will remind you of me and you will wish you had stayed. Some people really don't know what they have until its gone. Why did you have to do this to us and why did you have to do that to yourself. F you...seriously.

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Originally Posted by that one guy [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Agreed.

Just another day of rolling out of bed to check my phone. Hoping that I got a text from you. Everyday, I've been disappointed.

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for me, its another day that the pain wakes me up.. the pain of missing him.. then seeing him on fb all day when he doesnt 'have time' for me..

Wow, today i started really hating you.. I'm so angry at you. I'm hoping this will proceed so I can keep moving on without you in my life. You seriously need to grow up, and yeah.. good luck with trying to find someone better than me, it wont happen.. and by then it will be too late :-) You see, the grass isn't greener on the other side, and you really had the best girl you could ever find. I'm way out of you league, as well as i have a better personality than you. You will regret this and your crying wont work on me anymore. You're done. We're done. Oh, i feel kinda stupid thinking we had something special, i realize you took me for granted. And why the hell did you say you still love me when you broke up? Do you even know what love is? Haha, i feel so stupid. I keep picturing you hanging out with your friends or girlfriends (i dont know what the hell you're up to) having the time of your life, not missing me at all.. While I'm sitting here posting on a love forum of how much i miss you and my hatred for you.
And would you please stop being signed on to facebook, just because you think that i'll talk to you if you stay on for long enough? Seriously, i wont even consider you again. At least not at this moment. Truth is, i'll probably start missing you again before i go to bed tonight...

So many people that were on your side that gave you every benefit of the doubt are starting to lose faith in you. So many people are telling me you don't deserve me and that clearly you aren't worth my time. I am starting to believe them. I'm starting to move on. I can't say that I don't love you or that I don't (not so) secretly want things to still work out. But I think that right now we shouldn't be together. I think you have a lot to prove to me before we get back together (if that ever happens). I feel so pathetic that I keep wondering what I did wrong or if I had just told you I was planning to visit that next weekend that maybe you wouldn't have wanted to end things. The reality of the situation is that you have wanted out for a very long time and nothing I could have said or done could have convinced you otherwise. It’s still confusing as hell to me your thought process. One minute you are going on about how lucky you are to have me in your life. You are worried about me driving through a large city on my own or planning a vacation a year away with me. The next minute you revert back to "i don't know what I want out of this" "I don't know if you're it". It’s SO confusing to be on the receiving end of that thought process...I can only imagine what it's like to be you. Just do what your heart tells you to do and let it go. Stop making it so damn difficult. Stop over thinking EVERYTHING. Oh and another thing...the next time you love (whether it’s with me or someone else) learn to love with your whole heart and not just half of it. When you had your whole heart into our relationship things were as close to prefect as they could get. You were the most amazing man I could have ever asked for. Then you stopped caring and trying and that’s when you started to doubt again. You see..it really isn't me...it really is you. And i hate that line..but in our case it really is the truth. I hope you find peace and maybe someday down the road we could have some sort of a relationship again. I'd really like that.

I knew it, now i miss you...
And I know i'd probably jump right into your arms if you showed up outside my house..

STOP TOYING WITH ME!!!!!!! I can't take much more of this..

I miss you x x x

We always talked about how we would move in together, and today you write on your facebook status:" Anyone wanna move out? " and you buddy writes the same status right after, and you write on his status that you're in! I always said that it would hurt me if you moved out with your buddies instead of me, so why the hell did you write this on your status? You never even write statuses...... Suddenly when im signed on and not talking to you, you have to write something? why the **** did you do that? YOU dumped me! why do you wanna flash in my face how well you are doing and how you're moving on? It should be me doing that, not you! You just couldn't stand the fact that I didn't talk to you, so you had to flash something like that in my face to get my attention? Seriously, what is wrong with you? You knew it would hurt my feelings..

I should not have called you today.

Sorry about how I was on the phone today. I really am doing fine. I guess I still get emotional when i think about you because our relationship meant more to me than it meant to you.

I am actually seeing a girl that I've known for a few years but we've always been in relationships until now. So now we are giving it a shot. It may not go anywhere but she is giving me what I need and so I am probably going to take her on that trip to Tahiti that we were supposed to take. I'll send you pictures when we get back.

Ok, asshole. I get it. You said you loved me, but you don't know what love is. You don't know what it is because you think you can love without being committed. Good luck with your so-called 'friend' and with whatever bimbos you end up ****ing. You'll never find another girl like me.... when you wake up someday and realize I'm the one that got away, don't bother calling. I'll be long gone.

I'm sad tonight. I miss you like crazy. For a minute I forgot we were broken up..then I realized we are and it hit me all again.

I'm just sad that you aren't here and that you can't love me. I'm pretty damn lovable. Please...just love me again.

I'm happy that you have decided to see a shrink about your alcohol problem and I hope he can help you to get to a better place and find true happiness

I truly wish you all the best and hope you can get on top of this.

Sorry I had to cancel Friday, I know you were looking forward to us catching up but I really don't want us to be seeing each other as friends and I really don't want us to get back together so really it's for the best

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Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Ok, asshole. I get it. You said you loved me, but you don't know what love is. You don't know what it is because you think you can love without being committed. Good luck with your so-called 'friend' and with whatever bimbos you end up ****ing. You'll never find another girl like me.... when you wake up someday and realize I'm the one that got away, don't bother calling. I'll be long gone.

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Can I steal this as mine to the ass hole as well? Well said!!!!

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Originally Posted by Cinnabella [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]

Can I steal this as mine to the ass hole as well? Well said!!!!

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Of course you may :)

Ok, asshole. I get it. You said you loved me, but you don't know what love is. You don't know what it is because you think you can love without being committed. Good luck with your so-called 'friend' and with whatever bimbos you end up ****ing. You'll never find another girl like me.... when you wake up someday and realize I'm the one that got away, don't bother calling. I'll be long gone.

Sh*t. I thought I was alright with everything but everything decided to come crashing down on me now. I've been replaced. You guys are already having sex. I'm devastated. My friend even went on to say that while you were here, you told her you weren't happy and wanted to break up a mere 2 months into the relationship. You were drunk but still. Now I have all these insecurities. What did I do that caused you to be so unhappy with me? I don't get it. I couldn't stand it and broke down. I don't get it. Knowing you've already been replaced is probably the worst feeling ever. I will probably never hear from you again. I don't get it. I did everything for you and the biggest mistake was I put you above everything and lost myself in it all. You go through great lengths to ensure you never have to see or contact me again. I don't get it. I have been amazingly polite and not an asshole with you or anything of the sort. I've been 100% honest and genuine with my feelings and you feel the need to make sure you NEVER have to contact me again? Why? What did I do? I just don't get it.

Crap. I just made a huge mistake. For whatever reason I decided to click on your folder in my inbox and came across an email you sent me two summers ago. You professed...profusely might I add..that you knew you had found the person you wanted to marry. Not just any person...but you had found me. I'm at work and I almost fiing lost it. How can so much change in just two summers? I'm heartbroken all over again. How can you say all the things that you said and you still decide you need to be single. I just don't get it and I'm loosing my strenght to maintain the no contact again. Maybe if I forwarded that email to you, you'd remember. No...that's a poor decision also. God Damnit....the past just needs to stay in the past and leave me alone. Let me forget what we had and how I felt about you. I hate this...all of it.

sssoooo...i texted you. (Don't hate me forum!) I asked if we could talk about things. You said sure. I said ok, you pick the day and time. I don't want to push you. You said ok, it'll probably be sometime this week or maybe this evening. I'm confused, nervous and excited about that conversation. I'm confused because if you wanted to talk about things...why didn't you contact me? I'm nervous because...what if you tell me you are dating someone else or that you aren't in love with me anymore? I'm excited because...well what if you still have feelings for me?

I know it was a poor decision. You were the one that wanted out and you should be the one to fix things. I shouldn't be the one that is trying to mend things. It's so backwards...and messed up. I will not become a basket case...I will not get overly emotional. If you tell me it's over for good..I will not lose it. You will see me completely composed and content with whatever we discuss..because I have grown. I have gotten stronger and I know I can live without you.

This will be interesting....sigh....

The pain is unbearable.. I miss you so much

i had a car accident on Sunday then accidentally bump into you near my workshop area...how is that possible? i almost at a breach of success on moving on but then bumped into you again??? you totally want to leave asap from me even i did told you i had an accident and twisted my hand....you showed you care about me but being cold and quickly fleeing the scene is so heart breaking.....i guess i need to move far away from you and start over again...and stop denying me as we are meant to be together no matter how far we being apart from each other ok! face the fact baby!

i miss you so much hmm chest pain is unbearable shud i just pull out the 9mil and just end it!

I can't believe I let you play me again, 2 months ago you left me because you needed "space", and you took it just to come back a week later. Now, its 2 months later and you need "space" again. If you weren't over your f*cking ex, then why did you break my heart twice? All I wanted was to be happy, instead you just passed me your misery.

I miss you now, and I'll hate you later.

How could you just forget about me like I never even mattered to you?? Are you really that heartless?

I hate you for making me feel so dispensable.

how can you even live like a normal person ...like nothing happen ...dump me after 4 years being together ??? no one can just walk out from a clean relationship.. i never cheated on you or what so ever..how could you!

I'm sorry you feel that way.