this was for kamikaze..Quote:
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this was for kamikaze..Quote:
Originally Posted by Purrzzzzzz [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
shit should i cried again today? im so tired to bare this pain...wanted to see you again so bad but then you will think im a psycho and will hate me for it...
Last night was hard. I barely slept because of you. So I lost it a little last night and I hate myself for it. I'm tired of fighting about this....I'm tired of feeling like I'm trying to convince you of the relationship we had and your feelings for me. I don't deserve that. I deserve to be with someone that sees it all without even one hint of doubt. It sucks because I thought you were that person. I thought you would always be there. But now I'm beginning to realize that you won't and probably in a few months we won't even speak to each other. You said you don't see any logical reason as to why we can't have some sort of a friendship...really? How about the fact that we BOTH still have strong feelings for the other one, we BOTH are still attracted to each other and we BOTH still see some sort of a future with one another. Yes....that's a true statement. How can we be friends when we feel this way? How can you expect me to be your friend then you meet some other girl? That's not what I want. This is so obnoxious. I want to be done with you. My heart is finally starting to believe my head. Today I called in sick because I barely slept last night, so today I'm actually going to purge you from my life. I'm getting rid of all the pictures and gifts that we have together. They are going into a box and will not be opened again. I can't throw them away or burn them...because they are a part of me that I will never forget. Because you were everything to me. I wish you'd see what you are tossing aside. Maybe now you will because I deleted my fb account and I will NOT contact you again. If you want some sort of a relationship we established that you will be the one that will work to make it happen. The last time that I have plans to see you are in two weeks. After that time I will no longer make plans. You will realize what you are missing. If not, well...I'll find someone else who will know what they have when they have it.
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the most loneliest day of my lifeeeeeeeeeeeeee..............:P
i guess you just want to end the relationship. the last time you asked me why i don't go to your hse to comfort u. now i did, i hv made my effort, convincing that we can do much better, cried...but nothing gonna change your decision. its hard for me...coz i still love you very much.i don't know how and what to do, going back to single life...its a mess for me without you taking care of me anymore...i won't open my heart to anyone else again...2 times are enough for me. i cant do much now except to accept the fact, to let u go. adios...miss u...love u always...
So probably the most bizarre thing ever happened just now. I opened my email account that I used to see if you had your online dating profile up still. Normally I don't check those things because well I just joined to see if yours existed, I have no intention of actually using that site, but today I did. Guess who got matched with me? That's right...you ****ing did! Are you kidding me? Seriously!?!? What does that mean? I mean I don't have a full account so I know it was completely random, but even if it was completely random is that a sign? Am I supposed to hang on just a little longer? I forwarded it to you because it was just to bizarre and I know that you read into signs more than I do. Maybe it'll tell you it's a god damn sign that we are meant to be together. Or maybe you'll just delete it and ignore me some more...like you're good at, at this point.
Pictures, gifts, and memories are almost all boxed away. You really were a great boyfriend....I just wish you would let me love you again and that you'd let yourself love me again. We could be really great if you'd stop causing drama.
You are now grasping at straws, and reading too much into a mere conincidenceQuote:
Originally Posted by confused&single [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Good to see you back DH.
thanks Cerby.. I think its the medicine that is stabalizing me. but whatever.. i cant stop thinking about her but it wont stop me from living my life, especially because I cant do anything about it.
Oh I know it's probably more of a coincident then anything else. But it was just weird timing because I have literally been purging him out of my life today. Putting things away, taking down pictures, deleting emails. I was in the process of moving on and then checked that account (which really is my spam account that I have just to sign up for random crap like that) and open my "new matches" email. And he was there...at the bottom of the email. So while it probably was just a coincident, maybe it was a way for God (or whomever) to say..hey..you still love this guy, you don't hate him. I don't know..it was weird. I'm not a big believer in signs because you can find signs in just about anything if you're looking for them but that one was a glaring one and really made me stop and wonder. Oh well. It's not going to change anything unfortunately. Back to packing our memories...Quote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
If god wants you in his life he will put him back and you wont even know it.Quote:
Originally Posted by confused&single [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
sometimes im sad, sometimes im dead, sometimes i cried what am i?:P
dude i cry three times a day... nothing wrong with it.Quote:
Originally Posted by kamazaki [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
do you feel the pain right dude? right in the middle of you chest right? then the memory flashes everytime did it happen to you? wtf we suppose to do now? how tf we going to move on ???Quote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
yesterday I thought it would be ok.. even though you have moved on, u showed me u still care.. with those words..but again today, u made me so sad... u are so so so so busy, yet you have all that time to spend with others... nothing for me...
In the last 48 hours, some very interesting things have happened in my life. Some potentially big opportunities on the horizon... things I never would have imagined. I feel like this is God showing me that I'm going to be just fine - no, *great* - without you. I can't wait for the day you stumble across me - across my name or my image - where you least expect it, and think - 'that girl used to be mine...why did I ever let her go?'
I don't want to jinx it - but I think that day may come sooner than you think.
No idea what you are talking about but GO GIRL!!!Quote:
Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
A week clean and I almost ruin it because of you. I can't let that happen. You contact me for help one day the next you try to push every button possible to make me snap. I ignore you, you find a new way to make it happen. I block you, you find a new way to get a hold of me. I block your number, you borrow a friends, I block them you get one of my friends. I don't even now why you even bother. I don't want you back and from what you have been saying you don't want me either. so wtf is the point. Revenge? Some sort of guilt trip. I have been through to much crap to let somebody like you destroy me. Sorry but I won't my life because of you or anybody else ever. I walked away from you and I made up my mind that day. My choices I made from that day may not of had my best interests in mind but they all had one thing in common they did not involve you. That is one thing that will remain the same for the rest of my life. You will not be there. It doesn't matter what you do, what you say, or even if you do change for the better. You will not be in my life. I really do hope you learn to get the best out of your life and not let your "friends" make all of your choices for you. These are the last words that I will ever send your way.
I think Horsey and Trem should hook up they do a lot of thanking each other.
Just a cheeky thought ;)
I was thinking the same thing! hahahaQuote:
Originally Posted by pisces25 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
I think the 10,000 km's distance could be a problem ... what do you reckon?Quote:
Originally Posted by pisces25 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Tempting though :)
nothing can stop true love.. lolQuote:
Originally Posted by Horseyguy [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
this medication makes me irritable, i feel like I just did three eight balls and drank a pot of coffee.... not sure if im gonna keep taking it...
If i stop
1. i go back into depression
if I keep taking it:
1. I might kill someone.
LOL. Where's that teleporter...Quote:
Originally Posted by pisces25 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
its called Delta Airlines.. lolQuote:
Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Maybe I should change that flight I booked to London, and re-direct... ;)Quote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
HG can meet you in london...... its about halfway for both of you.Quote:
Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
What on earth are 8 balls?Quote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
its an 1/8th an ounce of cocaine.Quote:
Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
YAY i can go see my family whilst I'm there :)Quote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
I'm actually heading back to the UK next year to catch up with everyone, been a while since I've been home. Only came here for 3 months originally but just fell in love with Melbourne so ended up staying
Oh you big tease get outta here lol :)Quote:
Originally Posted by tremolo [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Yeah sure, just act normal. It's always worked for me ;PQuote:
Originally Posted by DarkHelmet82 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
i wonder where in Msia got this bungee jumping, i always wanted to try this then i have the courage to jump off any building i wish for...:P
Hook up with Darkhelmet, he feels like killing someone today and you are hell bent on getting killed maybe you can help each other out :)Quote:
Originally Posted by kamazaki [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
U can try at Sunway LagoonQuote:
Originally Posted by kamazaki [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
shit you are Msian dude? where do you live ? im at pandan indah.....thanks for the info btwQuote:
Originally Posted by Simple Life [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
omg! i also live nearbyQuote:
Originally Posted by kamazaki [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
You have your drinking buddy!
oh sorry you are not a dude, feel free to hit me for a drinks or coffee because im dead free nowQuote:
Originally Posted by Simple Life [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]