actually Neo , back when i was 14 y old i was actually more built than i am now ... for a 14 y old i was a bull . I used to work out everynight for 2 hours at least , cardio , weight lifting ... sometimes even in the morning also ... i used to do minimum 500 sit-ups per day . i started this when i was 12 ... by the time i was 14 i was able to bench-press 200 pounds and that wasnt even my limit (never tried it ) ... i stopped because my family said that i looked ridiculously way too built especially for my height and age , they keept pestering me about it for 4 months . I was about 5'5 and i looked like one of those small wrestlers that look like their on steroids .Quote:
Originally Posted by NeoSeminole
i stopped when i was 14 y old , 2 months after my B-day ... since then i have grown to be 5'8 . But i bet you if i never would have altered my height with weight lifting too early in my teen years and all the drugs and drinking . I would probably be around 6 feet tall , wich is a noticeable difference with 5'8. People were litterally scared of me in school , even older ppl that were 3-4 y older than me .
now i dont look built anymore , not skinny but not bulky either ... just the right built for my height ... but i still dont like that even if everybody tells me i look alright like that , even my ex's all told me they prefered guys that looked "alright" than super strong bulky guys . But i miss it , so i want to go back to it now that im older and a bit taller . I realize it'll be harder because i dont even have half of the motivation i used to have with working out compared to how much i had back then . (girls are the best motivation IMO ... it gives you a good goal) ... but once you know you can get some women without even working out to how you were , it kinda ruins the motivation and theres not much point ... after all im still healthy
sorry for the long post ...just venting i guess .
