i have not made any threads about my ex going to germany. i made one about how she drank and everything, and that's it. i referred to her going to germany in other people's threads, but not with the intent of breaking up with her or any signs of mistrust. go look it up if you really need to.
and i just call her my ex because it's easier than saying 'the girl i'm currently having issues with' or anything else. i don't know what else to call it.
and there's nothing masochistic about it.
