well I'm hook line and sinker in love with 'J' its unlike anything I can describe, have known him since i was 3years old and we've always understood eachother! I thought I was in love with the guy I lost my virginity to, Mark, we were best friends who really wanted to jump eachothe but pretended we didn't and then when we declared our "love" for eachother it turned out to be pure old fashioned lust, not abit like love! easy to confuse though sometimes x
