looks like you gained some weight. you had love handles and your thighs were flabby.. you didnt look good in that bikini.. your butt still looked good though haha
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looks like you gained some weight. you had love handles and your thighs were flabby.. you didnt look good in that bikini.. your butt still looked good though haha
I am glad I'm not the only one...Quote:
Originally Posted by kamazaki [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
To my soulmate,
I wish I never went psychotic when you said it was over... I know that wasnt the right path to choose... In the end I hope you know that, that wasn't me and the true me is who you truely know and love...
"Love is blind"
for them we are not their soulmate..to us yea dude we think of them like an angel that bright up our life. but all is just a beautiful lies dude...we all fall in to it..Quote:
Originally Posted by ILoveRamen [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
Every time I passed by your favorite beach, I would feel depressed. All the feelings I used to have for you would rush back to me and I would miss you so much.
One night, I met up with an insanely beautiful girl who I had previously turned down during the time I was trying to start something with you. I took her to your favorite beach............ and railed her in the lifeguard tower.
Now, every time I pass by that beach..... I laugh ;)
Its been less than 2 weeks but i miss you so much. Please come back. We were such a great couple and we were going to have such a great future together. I will never understand why you suddenly changed your mind in the space of a week. I feel like you gave up on us and our 6 years together too quickly. You said that you are worried you are making the biggest mistake of your life by leaving me...well you are. No one will ever love or understand you like i do. You always said to me that you knew you were going to marry me from the first time you saw me, i still believe thats true. Please find your way back home soon xxx
I'm angry at you for what you put me through but somehow i still love you. and i miss you. i miss talking to you. i miss going for walk with you. i miss YOU. Why cant you see that???
Why can't you love me?
Why was me giving everything for you not enough?
HEY!!!! Why would you walk around my store where I work with your new girlfriend????
Why would you send your best friend to come talk to me at work and ask me all kinds of crazy questions??????
Like helloo!!! it is completely obvious you want me back, please get some balls and talk to me straight to my face.
Like what makes you think I would even get jealous is been a while and Im most defenetly over you.
F Everything.
omfg you being dumped? hahahaha such a short notice huh? i guess god is on my side bitch what goes around comes around there goes on your stupid face! you deserve it!
I saw the look on your face when I showed up to the ball tournament, you didn't think I would be there. Its funny that you glued yourself to me the whole day, and that I didn't seem to notice, care, or even mind that much. But really? You call me 15 minutes after I leave the park to see what I'm doing tonight?
Sorry babe, the truth is that I'm doing someone else, and she is everything you weren't. Take your regrets and find someone else to dump your baggage on. I'm gone.
I must be a fool. I let myself think that things could be different the next time around, but now it looks like I am going to get hurt all over again.
I went out to a bar last night. First time in 6 years i have gone somewhere like that without you. Much to my great surprise i seemed to get a bit of (drunken) male attention. I'm not interested in that one bit though. The only person i want is you. The whole time we were together i never even looked at another guy. You were everything to me and i gave you my everything. I'm trying to move on, but the truth is i don't want to. Please come back, you just got confused and scared about a few things. Its OK, i understand. But please, please don't throw away 6 years and our whole future together because of it. You will regret it.
Dammit!! I had a dream about you last night... it made me feel bad in the morning, but I managed to shake it off and even had some pretty positive thoughts about 'whatever the future brings, it'll be good'... now I went on FB and saw a video that your best friend was tagged in. He was playing music on the very city square at the same time I was there yesterday... and you were there too. But I didn't see you, either of you. But now I know you were just a few metres away from me while I was walking around there. And now suddenly I miss you so so badly and wish so so much that I had seen you and talked to you. I'm so unbelievably tempted to contact you, to suggest we meet, to call you... anything. :(
Before we met
I had
* a job I loved
* a beautiful flat I loved with a view over the city, a patio and a small herb garden
* friends I loved and who lived nearby, my best friend even next door
* enough money to enjoy life
* no pets so I could travel easily which I loved
You had
* a job you hated
* a messy and not fully renovated flat
* no friends
* debts
* 2 dogs
Now
I have
* no job and suffer from severe depression
* a house that is more a construction site than a home
* a few friends who live far away from me
* debts we made together and no money
* 3 dogs (one of which you brought into our relationship) and a cat
You have
* a job you love
* new friends
* a nice room to live in
* new goals
* still your own old debts, no new ones, that was all on me
* no pets and the freedom to go whenever whereever you please
What does that say about our relationship?
Giving up everything to support you and your many different ever-changing dreams was my biggest mistake. Believing in you, trusting you and thinking some day it would be my turn was simply naive. Now I'm paying for it. You don't. You just left me in all this mess. How could I have been so incredibly stupid?
I wish we would have communicated more early on in the relationship and especially when things started to get a bit difficult. I didn't know what I was doing and I know you felt scared.
I wish we'd taken more time to enjoy ourselves more and I wish we'd lived more in the present and thought about the short term, rather than mostly the distant future, houses and a family.
You were the best person in my life and I'm devastated. I don't want to lose you. I want us to have another chance, but I know we can't. I know something is missing, but I don't know what it is.
I love you so much but I have to accept your decision and let you go. I know you no longer love me. I didn't think that it was possible for us to get to this stage. I was so naive.
I don't know what I'm going to do.
I had a really good weekend but unfortunately I still thought about you more than I would have liked. The difference...when I thought about "maybe saying hi via text wouldn't be so bad" I thought about all of the stupid reasons for your behavior or the non-existent "reasons" as to why we aren't together and I get pissed...so pissed that I loose any desire to contact you. The anger stage is a good stage to be in. As time goes on I'll move into the numb stage...and when I get there...your window of opportunity will have closed. If you're still debating..still trying to figure things out...know that I'm almost over you. I don't know how much longer it'll take me...maybe months still...but I can see the light at the end of the tunnel. Which means you're almost s**t out of luck....and it feels great.
I wish our situation could be different but I can't change the way you view me and day by day I am accepting that. I hope you understand one day why I had to do this.
I hope you are ok and keeping busy. Good luck with the job hunt.
Please make a decision!!
I pray that I said our last goodbye to you today. I pray that I will soon find another job and never have to see your face again. Please do not come back to me months down the line wanting to give us another try. Throughout all my suffering over you, all my friends had been telling me off how much better off I was without you and that you were the one that lost something truly special. I was unbelieving to them because that's what friends are supposed to say right? I also was holding on to hope that they were wrong, and that you would come back around and we would be together again, but I realized how right they were this weekend. I realized that I knew that several months ago when I had enough of your drama and BS. We ended up sorting things out at that time and you somehow got me to fall for you again and as soon as I did you pulled the trap door and let me get hurt.
Through all of this I have just been sad at the loss of the love and connection that we felt and I know I will find that again with someone else. I was sad that I lost a friendship out of this, but you were not a true friend to me in the end. A friend would have never let me feel the way you have. I had so many self destructive thoughts because of what you did and no friend would ever do that as you have. Would you have felt so friendly if I had decided to end it all? Don't worry, that wasn't really ever an option as you clearly weren't worth it (and no one is).
I've retained my dignity through this. I'm still the same wonderful person that you fell in love with but you've changed into a completely different person than anyone you ever had shown me before. Go live your life and let me live mine far away from you.
To Mr Ego
I hope you realize that your a coward, and a pathetic excuse for a man.
I let you build up my hopes and expectations countless times, only for you to shatter them. Was it a game to you?? did u enjoy playing with my heart and my head? All the lies you told me... each time, making me to believe that things were going to be different. That you wanted to be with me... then slowing fading out of my life when you were done with me. I was just your plaything.
The sad truth is that I was in love with you... I'm glad that I never admitted that to you now though. I would have done anything for you.
Why couldn't you just be honest?... tell me you were not into me?... tell me you were looking elsewhere?... is telling the truth so hard for you?.... Did you think you could have your cake and eat it too? Not anymore!
I am finished with you, and this time its final!. Enough is enough. There's only so many times I can be hurt and keep bouncing back! I am going to move on, like I should have done a year ago. I am going find some who respects me and treats me the way I deserve.
One day you will wake up and realize what you have lost, but it'll be too late. I'm already gone...
bye
I had a bit of a realisation today...for the first time in 6 years i could picture my future without you. I still love you and i still want you back, you were the perfect boyfriend and i tried to be the perfect girlfriend, we were so good together and we were going to have a pretty damn good life. But, i think im beginning to start the 'moving on' process now, so please, if you are going to come back don't leave it too long.
I'm Sad, why are you with some one else who is not me, why???? I'm so hurt by you, why were you so unforgiving towards me? I have never said sorry to any man in my life, I knew I was in the wrong, I knew I was behaving not my self and I said sorry but your pride got in the way, what is it that you wanted me to do, chase after you, keep on saying sorry, pretending to be friends until you got back to me. Please I can accept error but I will never be a fool or chase after a man. I would of forgiven your flaws, I would have tried to understand you, I would of work things out, I would have never let my pride get in the way or try to make you feel like shit or take advantage of your vulnerability to hurt you in any way because I Loved you and that is what Love is.
But now all I can do is stay away from you as far as I can, completely avoid any contact, I even avoid the people that is around you.
Did you know that night it rained over me but all i could think of is how much it hurts to think that I will never see you again and that I love you.
How come you flirt with me all the time, but don't make the effort of trying to set up a date with me? How come you only go out with me when I ask you to go somewhere, and refuse to pick up on any of the hints I give you?
I know, it's just like that book says, right? "He's just not that into you!"
That's why I'm giving up on you, and I know that it's your loss, not mine!
Last night was hard and I realize I'm the one causing the pain. Once again, I pushed you to far. For the first time it actually felt like it was over. I pushed and pushed and asked why, can't we just try one more time. You said, it's not as simple as just getting back together, you're in a different place, you are a different person, it wouldn't be the same if we got back together. You just don't think it'll work out. Completely crushed doesn't begin to explain how I feel. You'd think after almost 4 months I would have learned. I'm going through a lot right now with my grandfather whom is basically dieing and you can imagine that I'm probably deflecting much of my anger onto you. But unfortuantely it's to much for you. You're done. Our mutal friend said that you seemed pretty set on moving on and that I should also. She said she couldn't speak for the future, but if I continue to hold onto to the a sherd of hope it'll be detrimental to me and my recovery. She's right....i know she is. I know everyone is. Ijust don't get it. It wasn't broken...at least to me. I guess that's my problem. I can't see that it was broken. You finally deleted all of our pictures on facebook...you blocked me and my family members from your profile. Its probably a good thing. I need a f**king wake up call. I literally didn't sleep at all last night because I was thinking about how embarassed I was for how I've been behaving and being sad for that chapter of my life closing. I'm making my family members hold onto my laptop and phone when I'm at home so I won't check up on you...I can't. I clearly can't do this on my own. The shitty part is that I feel like you are doing this because your friend said that you needed to get perspective and we both needed space. While true, you also said that if he had told you that you were making a mistake that it may have made a difference in how you felt about the situation. Its so odd to me that you are so influenced by what others say. It's also odd to me that I saw you a week ago and the chemistry and attraction was there. You lingered at my car...you didn't know how to say goodbye. (your words not mine) It isn't over for you yet, but you are trying to move on. Our friend is right though, the more I cling the farther I push you away. That's why I'm taking drastic measures to insure that I break this cycle. I don't like knowing you are on a dating site and using pictures that I took. Its sickining to me for some reason. I guess because those were our happy memories that you are now advertising to someone else. But you don't see it that way. I need to block that site so I can't go there and check in to see if you still have it. I hope to God that every date that you go on it doesn't feel right or if you start to date someone that she is crazy or you think about me constantly. Or if it doesn't work out that you think of me. I hate that I feel so damn passionate about this still and I hate that I want to see you miserable, but you've made me miserable for the past 4 months...hell lets be honest for the past 2 years as you tried to figure out what was important to you. Clearly I need help, that's why I made an appointment to talk to a therapist next week because I'm done being sad for you and I'm done loosing sleep.
Please..please...anyone reading this.....don't contact them, let them miss you. You'll screw up any potential reconcilation if you continue to contact them. It makes you look like a crazy person and only hurts your chances. I wish I was strong and had followed that advice. Now I fear I'm slipping into a depression and I'll be sad and lonely forever. It may seem overdramatic, but that's how I feel right now. Please don't let yourself get to that place. Be strong...stronger than I am.
AAAAAAAAAA!!!!!! OMGshhhhh I want you back and the sex yaaa!!! I want to have sex with you whyyyy!!!! are you such an as*****l F Im in a dating site and soon I will get a sexy guy to replace you with GOT IT!!!!
I let you back in my life at a time when you needed somebody. *For a week you did all the things that made me fall in love with you in the first place. *You talked about taking things slow and trying things again. *Then you asked me for money, promising you would pay me back and then I don't hear from you again. *Now it is time to pay me back and you won't even return my calls. *I am disappointed and heartbroken all over again.
Hello,I am one very angry and disgruntled guy. I give a girl my heart. turns out she is a total bitch. :D
Please come back :(
Please stay away.
You told me that you wish we hadn't of ruined a perfectly good friendship by trying to make it more than that. I wish you hadn't ruined a perfectly good relationship by thinking less of it because someone else. I do miss our incredible sex though, and if you called me up on a lonely night, telling you no would be harder than this whole break up has been on me.
I managed not to think of you nearly the whole time I was in England last week. Now that I'm back, I've been thinking of you a lot. For some inexplicable reason, I searched for you on facebook last night, and hey presto! - there you were. I can't tell you how much it pains me that you've signed up to it since we broke up. You, who always said you wouldn't be on it because you didn't 'trust' it. Then, after our relationship dissolves because of events triggered by that goddamn thing, you suddenly decide to be on it.
I don't know why I still care when it's so obvious you don't. I picture you out and about blissfully chasing tail - chasing stupid girls who are only good for sex. It hurts me. Since you ignored my email and quite obviously have no interest in talking to me - since you appear to have erased me from memory the very moment you callously dumped me - I feel used and deflated when I think about you. I hate you for making me feel this way.
here are the things i want to reply to that pathetic and disgusting email you sent me:
- it's obvious that you are finding round about ways to tell me you want me back while leaving the ball in my court. you wish i had seen my part in this? are you mental? you wish i had seen my part in how i was upset that you spent more time in your single ex-girlfriend who snubbed me's apartment alone than you did with me?
please, tell me what i could have possibly done while still remaining faithful to you, that would warrant me having to apologize or see my 'responsibility' in any of that? you are such a fog headed idiot, you say you couldn't keep fighting for me...you weren't fighting for me! you were fighting for HER! defending her, coming up with excuses for her behavior, fighting to keep your ridiculous and unhealthy "friendship".
if someone is your PLATONIC friend.....why would you have to "fight" them to have a girlfriend?
you COULD have won me back. even though i never wanted to see your pathetic face again, if you had got her, your TRUE andd BEST ****ing friend to apologize to me and agreed to back off, then we could have slowly worked at things. i would at least be able to have some contact with you instead of no contacting you ass to see you suffer, like you deserve.
but what did you do instead? run to her and tell her what a meanie i was and then the two of you came up with a bunch of convoluted ideas as to why i was wrong in order to keep your sick charade going.
i cant WAIT until the day that her new boyfriend
a) starts to feel weird about your relationship (if he finds out, of course, you two are sneaky, deceitful and dis-****ing-gusting
or
b) finds out that you lied about not being exes!!! lol too much.
i can't wait until more girls reject you, mistreat you and you keep realizing more and more what you lost and keep trying to throw breadcrumbs my way for an ego boost and find that your hook for me always comes up empty. i'm not even giving you the satisfaction of an angry or abusive reply! i know that the waiting is worse and a narcissist like you will be driven mad by being ignored by someone you thought you had at your beck and call.
you're such a freaking idiot! i am not completely egotisitcal or anything, but i was seriously the best thing that ever happened to you. i gave you chance after chance and you STILL messed it up!
you are going to end up a $15/hr bike mechanic, living in your parents' basement with your cat and lurking in the shadows for scraps of your exes time when she's not with her boyfriend.
you will keep being her 'best friend' and wonder why you can never hold a relationship. good thing you have HER to go to for answers. answers that she gives that will keep you forever loyal to HER so that you can be her rainyday surrogate and eunuch manslave.
lol
i was going to block your email but i am enjoying your torture. i'll read your dumb desperate letters, laugh, get mad, forget about and NEVER reply to them.
adios, loserface! :)
you broke my heart and also my barny doll, whyyyy whyyyy??? you did not like ym Barney Doll what do you have against purple diinosaurs????????
WOW, WOW, hello i think i'm mostly OVER YOU, wohooooo. I don't have any dearing feeling when i think of you anymore, more of No Feeling At All.
I guess it means i don't Love you Anymore. Happy to hear? You wanted it, you got it. EH.
Btw how are you going with your very Plain Looking gf? Must be very Obeying eh insecure guy? And are you getting the king treatment? Hey, be sure that those treatment are real from the heart hey. :)
its getting harder day by day not to contact you. I really need to talk things through with you
Actually the truth is, I'm now dating a guy hotter then you, older then you, has more money then you, bigger dick then you, actually has good experience in bed and knows what he is doing and the best thing of all, he is fun and takes initiative to do thing and I don't have to be always the one that comes up with ideas to have fun.
So I'm much better off with out you but you were much better with me then with out me.
Your Loss SUCK*****R
I love how you listed a ton of superficial qualities and nothing tangible as far as emotional connection goes.Quote:
Originally Posted by hellokity [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
gotta love rebounds.
Baby I was going through the advice steps in the site of "How to get your ex back". You know what what was my first thought as soon as I finished reading them? Why bother!?!? Why bother going through all that hassle just to get you back? Sorry baby but you don't worth it.
I remember when we had just started dating, we had been together about 3 months and we had gone to dinner at a really nice restaurant and then headed to a bar afterwards. You sank a fair few glasses of wine and the next minute for no reason you just started getting aggressive and started screaming and swearing at me in front of the whole pub. I was really embarrassed and left and you followed and continued to abuse the crap out of me on the street. I dumped you that night and I should have really just left it there. You called me 1/2 hr later and told me I couldn't dump you and if I did I would regret it because I would never find anyone as good as you again.
Fast forward 15 months later and I've dumped you again, this time because I found out that you had been on a dating website for the last three months we were together and that you had basically led me on for 18 months telling me you loved me and really wanted to be with me then to tell me when I ended it that you had never felt in love and you only stayed in the relationship because you didn’t want to be single and have to start dating again.
Do you really think I can't find better than that???
Truth is you really aren't that great!! You are an alcoholic and if that wasn't bad enough you are an angry one at that. You can't drink without getting aggressive and you don't seek help for your problem. You are disingenuous and an emotional coward, actually you are an emotional retard. The thought of a deep and meaningful conversation has you bolting back into your hole. You are not honest with your feelings or able to communicate them. You are vain, selfish, self-centred and arrogant. You are a princess that thinks the world revolves around them and have no idea how to be in a real relationship that is meaningful and fulfilling.
You have a trail of broken relationships, all of which you got dumped from because "they just didn't understand you" When are you going to wake up to the fact that you getting constantly dumped is a reflection on who you are not who they are.
Seriously sort your crap out before you just go screw up the next guy that falls for you only for him to realise 18 months down the track that you have been playing him all along.
Well back to the point. Yes I can do better than you, much better than you in fact. I have met someone who already makes me feel 100% happier than you ever did. Someone who is open with their feelings, tells me what their needs are, someone that doesn't drink and doesn't think the sun shines out of their own arse.
You on the other hand can go back to your very average relationships with your very average boyfriends and kick yourself for letting me get away because you were right when you said I was the best thing that ever happened to you and don't you forget it because you ****ed up big time. The truth is you are the one that will never find someone as good as me again and when you think that I hope you imagine me in the arms of someone that truly does love me and treats me the way I deserve and it makes you feel sad when you realise what you threw away.