y u no luv me bak? :(
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y u no luv me bak? :(
Dear ex,
No, you can't have a cake and eat it too. No, you won't spend time with me, make promises to me and keep me on emotional leash and then go to that other girl and f**k with her. Since you can't choose I made a choice for you, beacuse I'm not going to sit and wait around till you get bored with her as you wanted me to. You keep telling me that you care for me and don't want to hurt me yet you smash my heart into pieces over and over again. And what I hate most is that I still have feelings for you...
I can't understand what happend to you over summer break. Where disappeared that caring, sensitive person I loved?
No we can't just be friends. Not after 2 years and everything we've been through
I just wish you knew how I felt
I like this one, only 2 words spelled correctly, both 2 letters, and only 1 used in the right place in a sentence (If this could be called a sentence).Quote:
Originally Posted by Lifetime [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
What do you want from me man, I'm only 8 years old over here.
I saw you yesterday you drove right past me, I couldn't believe me eyes, I wanted to wave at you but I couldn't, you seemed unhappy and have lost your smile, I wished I could put it back on your face, I wished I could have been travelling witg you with my hand on your lap, you made me so happy, we lived for each other I wish every night that you will wake up and realise whAt I truly did for you, I was never miserable in our relationship I tried being your anchor I tried so so hard, I hated to see you down, I hope your family and your so called friends are happy with themselves, they got what they wanted in tge end and you let them have it so easy, I'm devastated still tommorow will be 2 weeks this has been the worst days of my life :(
"It has been spoon fed to us all", too true a phrase. What is love anyway? Why do people think it's so special? You fall in love, it doesn't work out, then you fall in love again. It's no more special than changing socks. If it really is so grand, shouldn't you only be able to do it once? Questions for the universe!Quote:
Originally Posted by someguy88 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
A couple more things.
If you want to keep up your "sophisticated older man" persona to trap the next young plaything, I advise you to work on your grammar. Your online profile says "Contact me if your interested in communicating." It's "you're", not "your". You also used to text me, "Hope your doing well", so it wasn't an isolated typo.
And what was that you said about an Ivy-league degree? Not attractive.
It's "espresso", not "expresso". That always bothered me, too. Didn't you live in Europe?
I wouldn't bring up such juvenile matters if it weren't for your haughty, elitist attitude. It's a turn-off to most women, unless they're after your money. Just trying to help!
I still miss you and I hate you for that.
I'm not contacting you because you'll only make a fool out of me.
Ugh.
It'll get better with time, but you're soooooooooooo incredibly stupid.
Why do you miss me if you screwed me up? Damn.
Yes. Whatever.
Goodbye.
I can't stop thinking about you. You and the children were my world and now you are all gone.
I know we will be together again. As a family. As it should be.
I know he has more money than me which is how you can afford to live in your new flat, but the love we had can never die. We had a connection that will not break.
I know you still think about me. I know you too well after 5 years together.
I love you I love you I love you
I miss you.
I'm not a doctor, but I have lots of patience.
Always. M
Quit telling me you miss me, it breaks my heart every time I hear you say those words. You broke up with me remember? You were the one that wasn't ready, didn't feel what I felt. Screw you I'm trying to move on, but every time I start to, you tell me you miss, tell me how much you've wanted to call and talk. I can't put up with this anymore. Either make an effort to fix us or let me move on. I'm done with you pulling at my heart strings, when you're lonely.
Still want to email you. Still really struggling not to.
It's hurts that you're happy without me. I miss the children. I miss being one of the last faces they see at night and one of the first in the morning. Now it's him.
I'm so sad, all of the time. Like a black cloud hanging over me constantly. I don't think I'll ever be happy again without you.
You were my world. My everything. My centre. My whole.
Damn, I miss you.
(This could fast become my most popular thread for posting)
Ok, we spoke over email today. Strictly about the children. I wanted to call you darling and sweetheart like I used to do, but I know you hate that so I held back.
I want my best friend back. You know everything about me and I know everything about you. What went wrong? I don't understand. Maybe I'm too naive, but I thought we were perfect.
I'm lonely without you. Can't wait to hear your voice later when I call and say goodnight to the girls. Still gives me butterflies when I know I'm going to speak to you.
Always. M
x
i miss u so much baby, n i knw this is crazy wat im doing now, but it feels good. i hope one day u do get to realise wat u meant for me. becuaes u r the most perfect person, n thank u for all the loving memories dat i have of u...btw ill see u in purple tonyt ...mwuah much love i love u i love u i love u
I don't know what you did to make me think of you so fondly. I held onto the bright moments, but they became few and far between. You always wanted to take, wanted more than I could provide. I have nothing left to give.
You don't deserve the time I spend hurting over you. You've robbed me of my peace.
I wish you well.
I hate how I dreamed of being with you forever.
I hate that you are to busy now for me to break up with you.
I hate that I'll have to wait 15 days until I tell you how miserable you have made me.
I hate how you told me that you loved me but weren't in love with me.
I hate that I am not able to tell the world about my grades because you are jealous.
I hate that everytime I hold you, kiss you and touch you you never respond, just receive.
I hate that you actually complained about me wanting to be with you doing nothing for a day.
I hate that YOU NEVER LIKED MY MUSIC GENRE!!!
I hate how ugly, needy, stupid, demanding, childish you made me feel.
I hate that I still love you.
I hate myself for actually thinking that I would spend my whole life with you, daydreaming about our house someday.
I hate that sometimes you talk and act like a dude and I'm your bitch.
I hate that you don't wear cute girly clothes and think that women who do are bimbos.
I hate that you never never NEVER told me that I was a great boyfriend, as everyone did to you and that I was special.
I hate how you never seemed to be very keen on sex these past months.
I hate how I went down on you for 30 minutes, you climaxed but were still able to criticize my front teeth, newly cut and rasped fingernails and shaved beard.
I hate how you would be disgusted of my sweat after I went to the gym.
I hate that you would freak out if I didn't keep you posted, even If I was having lunch with my grandmother.
I hate that you made feel that being affectionate is stupid after sometime in a relationship.
I hate how cold you have made me.
I want me back. Give me back.
I HATE YOU!
Bloody hell S, I'm thinking of you AGAIN!
We spoke for a bit earlier and it was almost back to the good days when we first met and was chatting over email all day long every day. I miss that.
We will go out and get drunk together again soon. It's going to be amazing.
I love you more than yesterday but less than tomorrow. x
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Wow, all these posts are so sad!
about 2 yairs ago i stopd meeting my girl friend , i met new girls dated other girls but stil im in love with her. i keep tinking of her and hoping she contacts me but i know if i wil keep going like this i wil get sicker.... any sudgestions ???
Open a new thread :-)Quote:
Originally Posted by xmus [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
I believed all the lies because I put my trust in you. That's where it starts from but your heart wasn't true. I'm all alone in this room my heart is slowing down you let me fall and never picked me off the ground. How could you do this after everything we have been through? Even at your lowest moments I was there to be with you. You told me this love was unbreakable You lied. Now I don't feel alive because It's killing me inside. I hate that I love you I hate that I need you. The very pain that I feel can only mend when I feel you back in my arms (where you belong). Baby please don't go lets talk about it and work it out lets right the wrongs. Since you been gone my nights have gotten longer please come back the distance wont make us stronger don't give up on me so easy baby lets try so until you return I'm gonna let my heart cry. As I'm sitting here the tears fall Wishing I could see you soon with so much time to think. Flashbacks in silence spread the room me and you together holding hands dancing in the rain. No worries tonight just let it fall and wash away the pain. If only I could stop the world and make you mine again tonight. Then I would ask the lord to guide us with an everlasting light. If this is truly meant to be then all will fall into place and I will wait for the day I could once again see your face.
It's been such a long time since I heard the word "pretty" dedicated to me .. Thanks to you bastard I forgot what it means..eat your heart out..
I miss you, i love you SO much it kills me everyday. I hate myself for even having feelings for you, and it confuses me because you are such a disgusting human being. I thought i was your girl, you told me you would always look after me and that i was the best friend you had ever had. Why did you drive me away and hurt me so much if that was true? I still to this day dont know which of what you said was lies and which were the truth. I meant every word i ever said to you and at the time truly thought we were just meant to be. You are so stubborn in your own ways, sometimes i just wish you would have listened to what i was trying to tell you.
Everytime you said something to hurt me, accused me or hit me, i didnt want to really be alive at all. I felt that if you of all people, didnt love me.. The person i would have done anything for, then what was i worth? Why was i here?
I dont know why you let it go on so long.. Why you had to drag me through the mud like that when all i had was hope.. You truly shattered my heart and broke my trust of anyone. I feel so broken from loving you.. Thats not what love is meant to be like.. It makes me so mad you just couldnt try be nice..
I want you to know that i am going to fine without you. That i am getting on with my life and i know that one day i will meet someone who really does care about me. Who wont just leave me, then worm his way back in for selfish reasons. When that day comes, i will thank you for showing me exactly what not to put up with from a man.. And for finally letting me go and get what i deserve.
I hope you are happy with your decision.. And you will NEVER have a friend in me. Ever again.
i saw you yesterday at tennis and i have never been so heart broken im my life, my heart dropped, my mouth became dry, i wantd to say hi, but i couldnt, i really wanted to ask you how are you doing, hows life, it is good to see you, but i know what reaction i would have had, i wished to god you never changed, i wished to god you could have seen all i did for you, i was never once miserable with you or came looking for an arguement, i cared for you so so much!
you was like no other person in my life EVER im so broken without you, i miss you like crazy, i couldnt have wshed to meet a better person, i just hoped one day you would appreciate what exactly i did for you =(
i love you loads always will do
xxxxx
As I'm sitting here the tears fall Wishing I could see you soon with so much time to think. Flashbacks in silence spread the room me and you together holding hands dancing in the rain. No worries tonight just let it fall and wash away the pain. If only I could stop the world and make you mine again tonight. Then I would ask the lord to guide us with an everlasting light. If this is truly meant to be then all will fall into place and I will wait for the day I could once again see your face.
This is crazy. What the hell are we both doing?
S, I know you still think of me don't you. I know we weren't perfect but when you tuck those girls in every night, you see me in their eyes. You see the love that you lost.
I've tried very hard not to think of you and focus on my own life, but it's been four months now and I cannot get you out of my head. Honestly, you infest my every thought. Everything I see, everything I hear, even everything I bloody smell reminds me of you.
You've had this effect on me like nothing I've ever experienced in my life. I can't put it into words.
You did love me right? What did you love about me? I'm all of those things and more. I didn't feel like you gave me a chance before you took my girls away to be brought up by some other guy.
No-one can ever love you like this. The passion I have for you burns inside of me.
Why did you say that even if you and simon broke up, you wouldn't get back with me? It's me darling. Remember your little geek? Think back, I know you know.
I know I was a bit rubbish, but what we had was unbelievable.
I'm sorry for everything. I'm sorry I made you feel how I made you feel.
S, you are the only girl for me. The only girl I will ever feel like this for. I know this in my heart. I know this more strongly than anything I've ever known before.
We can be a family again. I can give you what you want. Passion, romance, intensity, loving, compassion, caring. All of my love. All of my feeling. For you. Only you.
You are the only girl for me. I don't care what he thinks. Me and you is how it should be. Me, you and our beautiful girls.
Tell me you love me.....
Mikey
Xxx
If there's ever a time in the future that you find yourself senselessly hurt by someone you love, I want you to realize something. You deserve it.
How could you do this to me?????!!! how? after all the love and devotion i gave you, how could you be so cruel!
I believed you! i trusted you! i thought you were different! you kept telling me 'im one of the decent, nice people, i never do anything nasty to anyone, its not in my nature' what??????? how could you do what you did to me and live with yourself! and to make up lie after lie after lie about it! I have seen everything, iv seen what you were hiding and im horrified! How could you have her! her filthy, pornographic, horrific, sick photo's on your phone? the new phone as well the one that was special to us, how? her of all people! your ex wife, the wife i stupidly let stay at your house while you were here! you knew how scared i was, you knew what i'd been through! you knew the pain i had already suffered, and you promised me! swore you would never ever do anything to hurt me, not ever! you said you wanted to marry me, said i was your soul mate, said you had never loved anyone like you loved me. How you could be so evil, i will never understand so long as i live.
to think i let you have open access to everything in my life, even let you go through my phone when ever you wanted to because you said she had cheated on you and you found it hard to trust women, you had everything there on a plate, all open and honest with me, and you shyte all over it! and then to be on a dating site again after just 2 days!
I pity your next victim
you destroyed me :upset:
How could you be this cruel ? You knew you were my everything. I am sure I made mistakes as well, but I was always there for you wasn't I ? You were not just my girlfriend but you were family to me. I don't have anyone here besides you, literally. I have made every possible effort to get you back in my life but you can't even talk to me once. Why ? I really don't think I deserve to be treated like this that you want nothing to do with me..
It's such a relief to find out the misunderstood, I know that I was over you, but with the thought that you didn't want to be with someone else only after 6 months, and you put the final break up because you wanted us to have some time apart and learn our lessons, it messed my head up. But, after deciding to unblock your Fb and see you have moved country to live with your new gf, I was really surprise, knowing that I was right, you didn't worth it :). But anyway, I'm glad that you have found your happiness, the way you show it off, I know you tried to get it to me haha, you decided to quit at last, i hope you will be enjoying your new love instead of still try to Get It To Me :), oh, or maybe you only wanted to show off your happiness to everyone lol. It only put a smile on my face, because i felt Lucky, at least I didn't waste more time.
My life is going very good, I'm happy and can't complain at all :). Okay, I wish you will always be happy as you are trying to show me :), ciao.
J,
It breaks my heart that no matter how much I tried, you simply never understood. Though we may have ended things on bad terms, I just wanted you to know that no one will ever have me the way you did. Thank you for being the best first love one could ever ask for.
Starting to finally believe that you're really gone, after all this time. I still check for your calls/messages/etc. everyday, but they aren't going to come, are they? Maybe one day I can fully move on, but today I still believe you were the girl for me. I no longer plead to higher powers to make something click in your brain and come back to me. I also don't find myself rushing to my room to cry over you, in fact, I can't remember the last time I cried about us. I don't feel the rage build up when I think about him having his hands all over you, and worse. I do still miss you though, more than you'll ever know. Be safe, and be careful with my heart because I do think I'll need it back one of these days.
I spotted you on another dating site, and its only been a week. Thats 2 so far, i wonder how many others your on! you never loved me, you were taking me for a fool! I wish i could tell your poor parents and kids what the real you is like, they are such lovely people and i feel bad for them especially knowing all the lies you told them, its so sad, i wish they knew the truth! If only they could see the horrendousl things i have!!, (and iv seen it all) i bet they are all giving you sympathy and being supportive, poor old you. They don't realise the terrible things you have done, the perverted filth! they are fooled like i was, you tell so many lies i think you have convinced even yourself that they are real! i remembered that conversation we had one morning when you said," when we get married you will find that i can't wear my wedding ring all the time, i have a phobia about rings and some days i will just have to take it off for a couple of days and then ill be able to wear it again" omg!!! how could i have been so dumb!!!! now i know what your doing i want to kick myself for actually believing that bull shyte!
and poor her, i feel so sorry for her now, how you slated her so unfairly to everyone! no wonder you kept them photos i now know you were black mailing her to keep her mouth shut! im glad she left you, I just pray she never takes you back, you are pure evil.
Im not going to cry over you anymore, your not worth it, Karma will come knocking on your door one day.
Did I leave you when I found you unbuttoning your pants in a room alone with some other guy at the graduation party, I threw for you ? Did I leave you when you left me out in the cold to be a dingy motel with some male strippers ? Did I leave you when told me that you didn't want to go out with me becuase of how skinny I was ? Did I leave you when you told me I was an inbred idiot ? Did I leave you when you told me I was a loser who had no friends and just a pushoever ? Did I leave you when you told me I never satistied you in bed and that I really sucked at it ?
So you called me this morning for the first time in about 5 months, I guess I should be careful what I wish for. You don't need to put on some front and tell me that you won't come back because you're scared. You call me to see that I'm still here, and still as in love with you as I ever was. I don't want to be your back up, and I wish I had the strength to not return that call.
...i did write something horrible, but for you to treat me the way you did just makes me feel sorry for you more than anything else...i wish you well and i pray you never come back into my life again....
I am pretty sure, Karma will kick in at some point and balance of nature will be restored. Just a few bad seconds here and there do not undo all the good work I put in for two years. Just because you decided it is over , does not mean you should just sit there and see me suffer through all this. You owe me a proper goodbye, after everything I did for you and you know it really well..