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Originally Posted by Annabelle29 [Dear Guest/Member you have to reply to see the link.click here to register]
First week at a new school, met the ex in question on Day 1. She sent me a candygram as it was Valentine's that week. Just before that, she told me someone was going to ask me out. If true, I more than likely was going to say "yes." Instead, I got stuck with a psycho...a psycho with bigg'uns, however. A kid I didn't know told me he was jealous I was going out with a girl with large ones. Made no difference, since ultimately I didn't get to see them (although she DID let me rub them in the theater; very nice but far short of what a freshmen guy dreams about).
Actually it is a cool story.
What is funnier than a Geek with a chair pad?
Bwahahahaha
NOTHING!!!!
Ah ha ha ha ha
What's up with the chair pad. Why did you bring your kitchen cushions to court? HA ??? Do you have hemorrhoids? All this time I thought you were the perfect A$$HOLE.. HA HA HA
Another weekend without you. I'm going out for dinner a movie and maybe sex with a new girl tonight. But still I think of you, miss you constantly. Do you miss me at all? This isn't what I want and I don't understand why it is what you want. You love me you say. You love how I love you. But you don't want me. How ****ed up is that? And what a ****ing waste it is. What a ****ing waste. And here I am, posting on broken heart forums, dating when I don't want to and completely ****ed up emotionally. **** **** ****.
I'm sorry. That I never trusted you enough. I'm sorry that we didn't work. I don't know if it was my fault or not. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was in a bad place, that I never let you love me. I just never believed you. I don't know why. And then when we split the first thing I thought was that you cheated, that you jumped into a new relationship. I hated you. I'm so so sorry. I don't even know if it's true now, though it seems that it might have been. Are you guys friends or lovers? I don't even know why it matters. I wish I could have loved you more, I wish my love could have been enough but I just didn't love myself enough. I want you back so badly Shaun I'm so so so sorry that I did this. I just want to be with you. I want to hear your stories, I want to tell you mine. I want to wake up next to you again, just one more time. Maybe more. It hurts so much, and I'm so confused. I just want to go back to when we were first together. I don't know if I miss you as much as I say or if I'm just insecure right now and you made me feel good about myself. I know I loved you though. I'm sorry that if I made you feel like you weren't good enough for me because you were. I just wanted to keep loving you but you didn't let me. I wonder if you miss me? I hope that you're ok that life is going well for you. I'm sorry I sent you that text, another slap in the face to say I don't miss you and I'm ok with you moving on, which wasn't wasn't wasn't true. I am so so sorry. I miss you. I'm scared right now, really really scared. I wish you were here to tell me it's ok. To believe in and love me again. I wish I could touch your face, and be in your arms, and listen to your heart, and hear your voice oh my god. I never believed that I loved you but I did oh so much. But you don't want me back, if you did you would contact me. I'm sorry if I ****ed things up or upset you or anything like that if you got my text. I just wanted to reconnect again. I just wanted you to miss me, but I also wanted you to know that I'm not angry that you moved on so quickly. I want you to be happy and I couldn't do that, maybe she could. I'm sorry if I just made you sad. I loved you. I think I still do, I don't know. But it doesn't matter anyway because if you wanted me you would contact me. I hope I can move on. I hope you can too.
You never appreciated me. I was never good enough. I worked so hard to try and make you happy, for 6 years. I loved you so much - and still do. And then, out of nowhere you dump me by email and all our amazing plans have been torn to shreds. Except you're doing what we planned with some other guy. I just don't know why you can't see that we are good together. I've never met anyone who made me feel like you and never will again - it was THAT good. Why?
This describes him wonderfully.:(Quote:
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Hey, you. How is it going? You've always wondered why I kept asking you this. But you know what? that's only because I really cared. And I still care. Even though we've been together for only a couple of months. It feels like we've known each other for years. That's what you told me yourself, remember?
It hurts like hell remembering all these little moments. But I still do. Poor little idiot.
You know what was the worst part of it? Disappearing without any explanation. Actually, I still don't understand why you left. I thought we were really happy (or maybe it was just me?). Anyway, you should've told me that, don't you think? That's just pathetic, baby.
You know, sweetheart, sometimes I miss you and I barely can stand living on this street where every f***ing stone reminds me of you. But sometimes I realize that you've already moved on and probably at this very moment you're having sex (I doubt you could actually make LOVE) with some hot chick, and that's when I feel like I'm finally OVER YOU.
This is the last time that I will ever speak to you, my dear.
I won't forget the way you smiled. Quit smoking. Keep playing guitar.
Good bye.
Remember how we met? It all began with Edith Piaf. Today you caught my note with this f***ing quote again. But I don't want to confess that it's me again. Even though you know it (God, I bet you know).
Why do you need to torture me when I just started to forget you?
GO AWAY FOR GOOD
The more I speak to you, the more I realize that such a piece of shit doesn't deserve me at all. I wanted you back in the morning. I hate, I really really hate you now.
You are never to blame, aren't you? It's me who messed it all up. Of course, who else could it be?
You know what? I don't want to pretend that I wish you a happiness. As a matter of fact, I wish you were miserable and desperate, just like I was.
You f***ing . Burn in hell
When I met you my life improved so much and I felt like I was living a dream. You loved all the same things as me and we had soo much fun together. I looked after you when you were in hospital and always looked forward to your texts and seeing you and holding you in my arms. Then you told me that you had cheated on me which could of been possibly the worst thing you could of done to me. After telling me you would never cheat after experiencing it in your previous relationship and know how much it can hurt someone. I feel like you ripped my heart out and stomped on it. I truly loved you and thought you felt the same and thought we would last a long long time. I don't know if I can ever put the same level of trust and love into anyone the way I did with you. I'm broken and don't know if I can be fixed. I wish things were different...
Aside from the big tits and the experience of walking about the campus in a relationship, eh, I guess I don't really care anymore. I've lost chances with far better, now THOSE are the tough losses to reflect on..
Milena, what I mean is the last moorning You did see Me in recycling. You was standing at the Sigitas green car and looking at Me coming closer and smiling,(glowing) looking at ground because You was brighter than a sun then. So lifting My eyes up just enought to see You made My smile wider. I slowly opened the doors and You quickly jumped in. That's when I made the biggest mistake of My life by ignoring You. When I could easly look in Your eyes with eyes full of love and say how beautiful You are and give You a groundshaking, icemelting, fireburning, storming kiss. Than hug You tight and softly whisper in Your ear 3 simple words that says it all.
September 18, 2012
6:03am
Hey, Milena, what movies do You like? I started to watch the Dredd movie one night when suddenly realized that life is short so the question about You standing at the car cathed my mind. However the end of the film was good.
September 21, 2012
11:45am
Milena, I must tell You something. You are a cool girl. A very beautiful girl. It's Your smile and heart that are the most beautiful. That's why everyone likes You. Here is some advice. I always wanted to ask what a pretty girl like You doing in a place like recycling. It would be much easier to find a better job if You would speak more english(not better but more) and eventualy Your english will become better(Imagine how it will be to find a good job in Poland without willing to speak polish.). Just talk with everyone you can ! I wish You luck with finding a boyfriend. You deserve the best one there is. Just trust Yourself. You are beautiful always remember that and never forget !
I never got reply to these letters and never did deserve them anyway.
Les Mots Bleus
Il est six heures au clocher de l'église
Dans le square les fleurs poétisent
Une fille va sortir de la mairie
Comme chaque soir je l'attends
Elle me sourit
Il faudrait que je lui parle
A tout prix
Je lui dirai les mots bleus
Les mots qu'on dit avec les yeux
Parler me semble ridicule
Je m'élance et puis je recule
Devant une phrase inutile
Qui briserait l'instant fragile
D'une rencontre
D'une rencontre
Je lui dirai les mots bleus
Ceux qui rendent les gens heureux
Je l'appellerai sans la nommer
Je suis peut-áªtre démodé
Le vent d'hiver souffle en avril
J'aime le silence immobile
D'une rencontre
D'une rencontre
Il n'y a plus d'horloge, plus de clocher
Dans le square les arbres sont couchés
Je reviens par le train de nuit
Sur le quai je la vois
Qui me sourit
Il faudra bien qu'elle comprenne
A tout prix
Je lui dirai les mots bleus
Les mots qu'on dit avec les yeux
Toutes les excuses que l'on donne
Sont comme les baisers que l'on vole
Il reste une rancœur subtile
Qui gá¢cherait l'instant fragile
De nos retrouvailles
De nos retrouvailles
Je lui dirai les mots bleus
Ceux qui rendent les gens heureux
Une histoire d'amour sans paroles
N'a pas besoin du protocole
Et tous les longs discours futiles
Terniraient quelque peu le style
De nos retrouvailles
De nos retrouvailles
Je lui dirai les mots bleus
Ceux qui rendent les gens heureux
Je lui dirai tous les mots bleus
Tous ceux qui rendent les gens heureux
Tous les mots bleus
It is six o'clock at the church's bell-tower
At the park the flowers poetize
A girl will leave the town hall
As each evening I await for her
She smiles at me
It's necessary that I speak to her
At all costs
I will tell her the blue words
The words we say with the eyes
To speak seems ridiculous to me
I throw myself and then I move back
In front of an useless sentence
Who would break the fragile moment
Of an encounter
Of an encounter
I will tell her the blue words
Those which make people happy
I will call her without naming her
I am perhaps out of fashion
The wind of winter blows in April
I love the motionless silence
Of an encounter
Of an encounter
There is no more clock, no more bell-tower
In the park the trees are lying
I return by the night train
Over the dock I see her
Who smiles at me
It's necessary that she understand
At all costs
I will tell her the blue words
The words we say with the eyes
All the excuses that we give
Are like the kisses that we steal
It remains a subtle rancor
Who would waste the fragile moment
Of our re-encounter
Of our re-encounter
I will tell her the blue words
Those which make people happy
A love story without words
Have no need for protocol
And all futile long discourses
Would somewhat tarnish the little style
Of our re-encounter
Of our re-encounter
I will tell her the blue words
Those which make people happy
I will tell her all the blue words
All those which make people happy
All the blue words
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Hey you,
How have you been? Hope your holiday was good, I love the way you didn't even reply to my emails must be too busy with those dirty hoes over there, every time I think of you there I get so angry ... Deep breath anyways... I know I have not been good to you in our relationship but it was going nowhere we both know... You never believe I didn't cheat on you through the 4 years , I truely did love you and still do, I guess I always will. I can't stop thinking of you and only god knows how hard I have to try to stop myself from driving to your house. I miss you so so much my heart aches when I think your with someone else... You tell me I have everything I don't need you but it's not about what I have it's what matters to me. If I could walk away and be with you I would but we both know I can't . I wish you were my first and I yours then maybe we won't have anything between us. I love you my darling
Hey, so you've moved on... It's not easy loving someone and knowing it won't go anywhere. You always thought I didn't love you well you was wrong , you always thought I was flirting and looking to hook up with other people while being with you.... Did you not realize you were the only one I had eyes for, did you not see the way I looked at you like it was the first and last time I would see you? ... Did you not feel it in my kisses or the way I held you? I tried so hard to be around you when you was down but you were my man and I needed you to be strong. No matter how long I left I always came back to you, you were my home, my best friend, my love my soul, I wanted to grow old with you, travel the world with you, it didn't matter to me how you look or if you had money or not, I just want you... You was too insecure to see that. It didn't matter to me where we go or who notices me I was with you, as far as I was concerned no one comes close to you. Your so stupid and blind I would have given you such a wonderful life well I hope you got what you were searching for, I hope you forget about me otherwise it will eat you up inside cos I can never get back with you if you even touch another girl.
You've let me down in the worst possible way. I needed you more than ever and you walked away. You were weak and you left a massive hole in my life. After you left you said you still loved me and you wanted to be there for me, yet I've hardly seen you or heard from you. All you've done is party and try and drink the memories of me away. You've tainted all my memories of you and made me question whether the two and a half years we spent together were all lies. You've hurt me more than I ever thought you could. I just don't understand what went wrong?
I feel like I should hate you for what you've done to me. But I just want you to come back. You meant more to me than I ever realised and I feel like I meant nothing to you.
Hey you what's wrong with you, it's killing me why I can't get through to you!! What the he'll are you doing ?? You know it don't even matter to me if you have a girlfriend all I wish is for you to be happy. Just let me know your ok.
The night you told me you completely understood how terrible I felt after you lied to me and cheated on me, you were lieing at that very second. Now you blame me for the whole thing. You're crazy, and thinking and dreaming of you makes me sad, as I know it's a waste of time.
Feel great dating and being a guy magnet again. The breakup was a blessing.
Hey retard!! You don't look nice with red cheek make up thingy shite! You are mixed race!! Who are you fooling with your trannie looking red cheeks??
HEY EX,
I'm so happy I finally know what the heck happened to us. I'm so happy that, on VALENTINE'S DAY, I found out from someone else that you slept with another woman one night after the bar, came home to me and OUR bed less than an hour later. Then, I got to walk around for a month wondering what was wrong with me. OH WAIT, you just felt too guilty to stay with me, but you were too much of a COWARD to tell me what actually happened yourself. You lied to yourself to feel better, and then you lied to my face. Stop going to the bar and crying about how depressed you are, no one cares.
Dont worry, all boys lie! This just proves that he is NOT real man if he did not have enough respect to tell you something was going on. Honesty is the best policy, he is a coward. You are better off without him.
So happy to see that someone has a positive outlook on their broken relationship! You go girl, GIRL POWER!! Stay strong, could probably use some help from you dealing with my own breakup...
I feel the same way, I was lied to and cheated on. I gave the relationship my all and it was thrown back in my face. I've been crying for days and cannot seem to get over my ex. Please help me to realize my relationship was a waste of time.
I miss you more and more every day. If only you could see the hurt and pain you have caused me. I want to say our relationship was a waste but you and I both know that it was not. Hopefully one day we can find the good that came out of this, but for now all I see is the bad :(
Hey ex
How you doing? Hope your not suffering too much, I know you love someone else but I still love and care about you, I told you I will never bother you again, I know it's only been 1 week since I broke down infront of you but I'm trying my best to keep my promise. Your no longer my best friend I no longer have a place in your heart so I have to stop myself from going to you making a fool of myself.
I hope and pray she's worth losing me for, I hope your happy at least one of us is... I still love you but it's the end forever...
Take care my love, don't suffer too much if she loves you it would pain her the way it pains me to think your not eating properly, not sleeping.
Anyways I'll always love you.
I made something for you, but I was too embarrassed to show it to you.
I can't stop thinking about you.
I honestly thought I was making some kind of progress. I still want to crawl into a ball and die but I was carrying on with life in some form and it felt like things weren't going to come to an end, but the last week or so it feels like I've just hit a brick wall. I miss you more than I could ever describe or I ever thought was possible. My mind is just full of you all the time, all I can think about is the amazing memories we had together and also what a total arsehole I've been. I wish you could understand and see how much this would change me, I just wish I could show you how serious I am. I keep having dreams lately about you but they're not good ones, they're always ones where you have found someone else. The fact that I know this is true in real life makes me feel like I've been ripped apart. I think maybe being ripped apart would be less painful than what I'm feeling now. I know we're in different places but I never thought you'd be able to move on so quickly to someone else if we split up. I still sometimes can't believe we have split up. Now more than ever I always think about texting you to tell you something about my day or go to you when I feel like I've no one to talk to and then I realise I can't anymore. I've never felt more alone and rejected in my life. You told me it'd be a long time before you got with anyone else if we ever split up, and yet here you are with someone else so soon. It tears me apart that they are going to get you in the way I had you, how funny you are, how sweet you are, all your stories, all your hopes and dreams, all your cuddles and kisses that I want so bad,y it's untrue. Sometimes I feel like crying is getting all the pain out but it never really happens, I cry and cry but its still there. I've been reading back through the texts we have sent to each other and I find it so hard to believe that you didn't love me till the end, even though you said you didn't. Or is that just wishful thinking? I know more than anyone that we had our rough patches, but not so long ago you told me "I don't hate you beautiful" when I asked if you did and you said yourself we weren't arguing as much. When we weren't arguing we had such a lovely relationship, we had our own little personal jokes and things only we understood, you were loving to me and vice versa and we missed each other. You missed me you said it only a few days before you ended it, I can't believe that you don't feel anything for me whatsoever now.
I miss you. You are a crazy, selfish <insert every curse word in the book>... but... I still miss you.
Please miss me and give our relationship one more chance. I love you so much it hurts.
I found myself thinking about you today. I think we had something real. I wish we had the courage to stay together.
I wanna share a vid with you I made for my ex but it wont let me
youtube.com/watch?v=Jd1QplE0sW0
youtube.com/watch?v=Jd1QplE0sW0 I made this vid for my ex, dont want to sent it to her so i post it here
I love you. I'm sorry you lost your friend. I need you to understand that I thought you wanted to break up. If I was allowed to take it back I would. Can I take it back? Can we talk about it? You said "I was going to come over tomorrow. I don't think I want to now". Does that mean you don't think, but maybe? Please. I would drive to your house if I thought you could handle that. Usually you would think that was cute. I'm not sure now..
Please don't hate me. I don't know why that upset you so much. I hope you were just lashing out because of your friend. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I love you. I want to be with you. If you gave us a chance, we could work it out. I guess that's my fault, I didn't give you enough of a chance. Please talk to me. Please. Please. PLEASE.
I all for putting my heart on the line, you know I am, but I don't want to upset you. I'm afraid if I tell you how I'm feeling you'll just be more upset. You're not in a good place right now. I'm afraid if i try in a week, you'll have moved on. I'm not moving on. I know I won't. It will take years before I'm over this. Over you. For being complete opposites, I sure love you a hell of a lot.
i miss the cuddle even though it was only for one night, but i felt safe and happy when I was in your arms. Your hand grabbing mine and playing with it, and i was listening to your heart beat. you asked me you could kiss me and i hesitantly said yes. It was my first kiss, and it was really awkward. But you tried a couple more times but i couldn't help but to smile, it wasn't that i was nervous like you assumed, but because i can't believe it was happening. You didn't shave so ur stubble was rubbing against my cheek, but it didn't really bother me and i sort of liked it :P i remember you looking into my eyes, and you calling me beautiful. But the memory is slowly fading away, the details are getting hazy but i still remember how i felt that night. I felt safe, i felt like i was finally calm.
How can you do this to me?? Everything was perfect, we were so happy! Why on earth wouldnt you talk to me, am I that scary? Yes I know we're having a language barrier , but hey, cI dont think this is the real reason.
So you're 'forced' to get married to your ex girlfiriend? And you dont even have the f....ing guts to CALL ME and TELL me??? Instead you let me worry, cry , and go close to insanity for almost a week now.
All those memories! I wished I never met you. All those memories will haunt me for weeks and months to come. You say you dont want to marry her, you dont want to break up with me, but then you dont even CALL ONCE?? I dont even know if someone is taking your phone off you! Are you held captive ? Are you even ok??? What is this about, is this your own personal sick way of breaking up with me, by torturing me like this??? By sending me random, short messages saying 'I dont want to do this', 'I have no way out', and then going silent again? You must know exactly how this hurts. I hate you so much for making me so incredibly miserable , if you end up marrying her which I think will happen, I hope she stabs you with her knife like what you told me she was trying to do when you guys were still together.
I know one shuoldnt wish bad things like this, but you make me go insane, and so, so miserable, I want to rip my brain out to get rid of all those memories that are so FRESH in my mind. This is the worst nightmare I've been in ever, and it's all your damn fault. I f....ing HATE you.