Post here instead of contacting your ex!

LOL. It was nice seeing you again - however brief.

At first we were strangers. Then we became friends. Then we came more than friends. Then we became bestfriends. Then we went straight back to being strangers again.

It hurts me how close you have gotten with this new guy. I miss my bestfriend. She is gone though.

You just about broke me.. but was my own doing because I let you and it all get to me and should have went your way of thinking and moved on. I appreciate your sister because where you lack compassion and only see what is good for you not anyone you love... family or a partner she is opposite and opens her heart to all. She said I was too good for you after she talked to you last talk you never knew she recorded your talk and played it to me otherwise I would not have got some of the answers I needed to grab a bit of closure. Sadly my heart still has some love and pity for you but I don't think you'll do any better than your dad did your mom, you or your sister and you'll repeat his past. Happy July 4th !

Not my ex, not really.. but,

Stop appearing in my mind bitch, gtfo! I'm so sick of you, always having that puppy face look, you're so annoying. Just get out of my mind already.

I'm drinking myself to death because the only relationships I've had were ones in which I was pretty damn mistreated and to think that's how I'll have to spend the rest of my life: knowing all I could muster up in terms of relationships were god awful at worst and seriously disappointing at best. All right, off to drink tons this weekend to drink that pain away!

Hey Jess, I wonder what you're doing. I've been looking for a job but it's tough out there. I had two interviews. The first one went terrribly, the second one was better but I'm still waiting. I hope to hear back from them today.

I've been working on myself - i think that is the toughest part.

Our time apart showed me how much we need to develop individually.

I got the job!

I miss you. I wanted you to be at my graduation. It was a surreal moment without you there. I really do miss you. I wish it didnt have to be this way.

Yeah there is no any doubt about that I miss you and I want you back in my life.

I miss you so much. I won't dare tell you that. Yesterday and today, it was hard. Thinking about you with someone else. I'm not sure I'll find someone else for a while. It doesn't feel over between us. I'm not sure that it is, but whether it is or isn't, I have to move on. I'm sorry it had to be this way. I'm sorry that I hurt you. You deserve better.

My head physically hurts with the constant battle of my emortions, the confusion and the constant thoughts of you. :( its been 8 weeks and although im a little better it still hurts so much. I should hate you, you finished me by text cheated on me and left me for somebody else but I still love you so much and cant help but think I just hope you're happy now. You're actions are so confusing you told me to move on so I stopped contacting you tried to just get through each day and now you non-stop text and call me invite me round to our old house and its bittersweet it upsets me that our home is now for you and her but I also love being around you we get on so well and our connection still so strong we still laugh and talk for hours you cuddle up to me and kiss me then text me saying you loved seeing me again but im so confused :( you chose her so why are you still so intent on seeing me you said you couldn't bare to lose your best friend (me) and our connection all the signs say you still love me and you said we might be together again I don't know I just want to be able to sleep when I go to bed and not wake up reaching out for you when I do finally fall asleep, to have a day were you don't cross my mind to not wake up in the morning and but hit with all the pain that after 4 years you're no longer here :(

I miss you so much and will love you forever but I just want you to be happy but you need to let me go if you no longer want me because its killing me not knowing :(

I miss you, and us, so much. Your smile, your scent, your voice, the feel of your skin, our love... I am so sorry for everything that happened. I didn't consider your side of it. I was selfish, and I forced you to do what you had to do. I just want you to know that we will become stronger from this. We have to. And if you ever come to your senses and come back to me, I hope I can find the strength to take you back because deep down, I still love you so much and I still want to be with you. Stay strong, don't forget how happy we were together. Don't forget how much I love you.

I wish you wanted my attention again to hold hands or hug or cuddle. I tried talking to you but you seem disinterested. I want you. I miss you.

- - - Updated - - -

It hurt me a lot when you said i was a toy that you outgrew.

Dear Ex,
I'm so thankful that I left you.. You have no idea how much happier I am now in my life. I finally have a real man who loves me for me... my weight doesn't bother him at all. He finds me sexy and smart. He introduces me to his entire world! He doesn't ignore me and he's my biggest supporter. I heard that you were looking for me, please stop because your gonna feel really embarrassed when you find me laughing at you. Thank you for calling me fat, and telling me that I'm not beautiful. Thank you for ignoring me and thank you for keeping me a secret to your friends because if you didn't do any of those things I might still be unhappy and with you.
Cheers!

I wake up every morning realizing that you aren't there anymore. I never realized how important a role you played in my life. It's disappointing that you don't want to be part of my life anymore. I miss and love you.

Hey ex, you say that I'm a bitch, well I found a bigger bitch than me and her name is KARMA, don't worry she wants to meet you so she's on her way, 😉

That status makes absolutely no sense to me. You're not some poor, blushing, sheep who keeps getting turned down. Boo-hoo poor you?! You've had everything in front of you, and you walked all over it.

Hope you now understand what fidelity is and what it means to say the words " I love you".

A letter. And for that I hate you. For that I love you. For that I respect you and and will always believe you were that good person I saw. Your words to me went so deep and you knew. But where there is no spark there is no growth. And you did me right, and yourself right and time will heal me. Time will take away the pain of the emptiness and the loneliness you left me feeling. Time will vanish you from my thoughts and for that I'm so afraid. Afraid I'll wake one day and think it a dream. But I have your letter. I have your nametag. You were real. We were real. I will never forget you.

I remember crying whole night alone and saying I love you. Now I feel ashamed about it. How could I be such a bitch. Love makes you a clown sometimes. Only thing that makes me feel better is that you cried for me too, in front of people. I never really cared about your tears because in my eyes there was no real reason to cry. Then again when you cried you always had milion of friends around you to make you feel better and call me names and make you laugh about me. I never had luxury of a friend, I always cried alone. Maybe thats why its harder to forget about you. Damn even people who were almost my friends turned away from me once you were gone from my life. Thought it was hard to be with you but I find out the hard way that its even harder to be without you. I never told you about my feelings. Always hoped you will see it by all the things I did just to be with you. And you never told me about your feelings. It was your friends who did.
It was funny how same people who were tearing us apart tried to get us back together once they saw I wont give up. It was like a tv show to them. They tried to make it what they wanted it to be.(Guess thats what happens when you start love affair at work and communication is weak between two people) Only I knew when was the right time to distance from you or come close. Because I actually felt you heart. You know that movie... ehh it doesnt matter you wont read this anyway. There was lot of bad things and drama, misunderstandings unexpressed feelings and unsaid words back then. But thats what make everything so interesting I wouldnt change a thing about it, not anymore, I have accepted past as it is and dont want to change it. Thats why I learned so much, thats why Im smarter now and wont do the same mistakes in future.

I never imagined you could be such a cold-hearted bitch. When I talk to you, it's the run around or ignoring me or one word answers. You can't just be straight with me and have a normal conversation.

I ****ing hate your guts. You're a piece of shit. Get the **** away from me. Your bullshit.

It's been a while. Eight months, at least. You were manipulative and a complete bitch to me, you said we would be together for a long time and after everything I did for you, you left me after a month. Promises go away quite easily, don't they? Found out yesterday you're dating someone else, what ****ing pisses me off is that I am as well and finding out about you really got me sad. You ruined a year of my life and I keep thinking about you. I ****ing hate you and everything you did to me. I hope you drop ****ing dead soon, you broke a heart that had never been broken before, and you did it twice, cause you knew I would always be there. I'm proud of myself for all the shit I said to you a few months ago when you tried to manipulate me again. You deserve the worst, but I don't wish anything to you. Just hope life keeps being a bitch to you as it always has been. ****ING BITCH.

That girl you hated so much, that girl who was always there for me whenever you destroyed me, I'm asking her out soon. I don't care about the girl I'm dating atm, things won't work out between she and I. Ohh, but Neshi's my friend, and you might think alot of shit about her but she does need a guy like me. Hope someone breaks your heart again just like your ex did to you before. As a matter of fact, I hope you get raped again just like when you were a kid. You made me full of hatred and resentment, something I never thought I could be. Drop dead, Amy, you ****ing deserve the worst. **** YOU.

Holy crap, needed to get that out of my system.

Dear Ex,

Everyone says feeling indifferent is the way needed to completely get over you, even it's probably true I will never give up hating you because you deserve being hated that much by someone in this life, I don't want you get away from what you have done and wash your hands of that easily. And I don't care how much it hurts me not feeling indifferent. I don't want it, I don't care if I still feel pain.

Huey Tse - YOU dump me because you fall for another guy that already has a girlfriend!!!F*** U CS BITCH. Wake Up your idea of being a 3rd Party. Beware of bad karma. Glad that we are Over!!!

You were good to me in so many ways, but you failed in respecting me and am tired of your temperamental ways. So I am sorry, looks like we're going our own ways. As much as I don't want to let the relationship go, I don't think we're right for each other.

It's been years now, but every morning with my head still on the pillow and before the layers of repression kick in that we use to get on with our lives, I still think of you. My heart aches, my thoughts spin, and I desperately try to shove it down again before I ruin the life I've carved out with someone else over nothing more than a fantasy. The other day I saw a bottle of Coke with your name on it, silly little thing but I couldn't help but reach out and take it off the shelf, smiling to myself and wishing about what could have been. I don't think I'm ever going to be able to get over you completely.

You were my first love and I had no idea what I was doing. I tried my hardest to make things work, no matter how difficult things got. I always believed that we could work through anything. When you told me you needed to take a break, I was devastated but now I'm just angry. I wasn't perfect but neither were you and I was okay with that. I was always there for you but when I needed you the most, you abandoned me. I know you said that this was a break but honestly, I'm done with it. Either you love me and want to be with me or you don't. I won't be your backup plan and I won't wait around for you forever. If you want to work things out, call me, otherwise, have a great life.

I said "I love you and care about you, but i don't believe we can be together" But (always but) you keep contact me. What do you want?
I had a mistake, same as you.
I want to move on. You keep contain your anger.
What should I do?

I am sorry that you never recognized how much goodness I brought out in you. I am sorry that you feel life's most important things are the things that are only valuable on paper. I am so sorry that you don't recognize my beauty and intellect is equal to yours. I am so sorry that you didn't appreciate my acceptance of you and all your flaws. I am sorry that I was only valued as a temporary piece.

I not sorry for me, but for you. I am sorry that you will be reflecting on one of the best people who have graced your life, and I will be the first person on your list. I am sorry because the 3rd time is the last time.

I don't care about you anymore. Finally.

I often wonder how you are. You don't care about me anymore, I've long accepted that. I often fantasize about that future though. I feel, deep down, that I am meant to be with you. This burns true to me, and I really wish it didn't. It's like a curse, like a disease. I just want to hear your laugh again, to hear you speak, to feel the warmth of your energy. I've been cold for a very long time. All of my senses are dull these days. I wouldn't mind so much if I didn't have you stitched through my mind and through my soul. You don't need me, you don't care, this is how things go. So, I will suffer, quietly, but I am fighting still. One day, after I am done, after all of the work I want to accomplish is complete, I will be a completely different person than the boy you once knew. I will see you again one day, and stand before you as a man, and you'll need to make the decision if that's the type of man you want in your life.

Oh my. This is such a fun thread. All I can say that I'm glad you left me... I found someone better. Hahahahaha