Ok so things did not work out :(
So me and that girl did not work out :( :upset: There was a special someone who i met through msn who got my e-mail address through this and contacted me she came to me with a problem and i helped her as best i could. So after chatting a few times and getting to know her i told showed her my thread entilted "How do you girls feel about someone you just met" she firstly agreed with you guys and thought that this girl may have liked me! Then over a little time we and this girl i was wanting to date basically said that don’t stop looking for girls on the internet i told this to my special friend and she advised me that she was telling me that i should move on. Of course this upset me at the time as i really liked this girl very much and i really felt down but my very special friend i had met on hear was there for me. She put up with my moods and even rudeness (I was not being rude not to her any way but she felt i was and of course i said i was deeply sorry) we have been talking for over 2 weeks now and we have talked almost every night. I cannot put it in to words to how much she has been a very good friend to me and if it was not for her I would probably still be sad I have felt a very good bond with her nothing like I have experienced before and I really like it she is the 1 person who I feel so safe to talk to about anything she is an angel in disguise to me I am so happy for being her friend and she is every thing that I look for in a girl friend but the sad twist to this is I have to remember that she is basically on the other side of the world to me this is such a shame for me. But I have really enjoyed talking to this special person and I cant truly tell her in words how much she has helped me and been there for me and better still made me fell like I am worth something. She is so precious to me and I it will cut me up inside if she was to leave me. I really want to thank her publicly for her help I wont mention any names as this will be unfair on her. But she knows who she is and I just want to say to you that you are the best thing that has happened to me I cant explain in words how you do and I relay like you it is such a shame that you are on the other side of the world to me as you are every think I look for and more in a partner. Thank you and thank you LF for all your help and your patience with me. Steve
