I remembered something today
Being home, drinking homebrewed espresso, and anticipating football games on a sunny Sunday afternoon, but not playing intense MOHAA, BFV, or CS:S, made me remember something. I also got in touch with one of my old MOHAA buddies again today and it just reminded me something
The meaning of life is ownage. That's all we ever strived for in MOHAA, complete and utter domination. How does that manifest itself now? Through money. I started to feel the relaxing, carefree Italian attitude while home again, but this morning woke up to remember the other Italian and MOHAA attitude- the one devoted to domination and money, not to necessarily spend it, but measure it as it grows like a game, because the more money you have the more ownage that translates to
So now, being home again, I feel that surge in risk-taking and aggression that I don't have in college, to live up to the meaning of life