Originally Posted by jennyho7
He hurts me too much. Too much that I cannot possibly forgive him for the rest of my life. He dumped me because he saw another beautiful girl called Joey at my friend's birthday party. I know Joey because she is the girl that my guy friend Mat wants to court. Since I'm very close with Mat, I am always updated about his status with Joey. One day, Mat told me that he has no chance with Joey because she is too hard to get.
I told Patrick about what happened to Mat is a normal daily conversation with him and since then Patrick starts to treat me badly. I was suspicious about his behavoir of trying to avoid me and talk lesser each day on the phone. Even said he is not at home when I took the attempt of going over to his place.
When I start to talk about his behavior, he would say "its easy for two people to meet, but to be together is a very hard thing" and even suggested me to look for a better options of boyfriend. He start to suggest things that he and I can never be together. He does not like me to adapt to his behavior. That he would feel guilty if I have to change myself to adapt to him.
I was very sad because of his negligence. I start to get depressed. Then he took the chance of ending the relationship with me by saying he and I don't fit each other. I begged him to give me another chance. Of course, since he already planned this, he would not give in no matter what I said, or how I begged him.
After a while, I heard that he is aftering Joey now... I start to realised the whole picture of it. I hate him. I would curst him forever for being such a shallow person. When he started with me he told me he is a loyal person. When I beg him he started to say that loyalty only applies when two person get married. I hate him. I think he played me. No true love would ever hurt me till I'm depress and left me there to decide about my own suicide. I hate him.
