Loved and lost...

[sammi_xxx]

Okay so today me and my boyfriend of 2 years split up. He has been thinking about it for ages, I went round to his last night and he was saying he doesn't want to hurt me and break my heart if we did end but he also didn't want to lose me since I said I couldn't be friends because the feelings would still be there, I just couldn't do it. He hugged me as I was leaving.
So today I went to see him and because I was upset about something, I told him and he went all angry on me and finished us. I told him not to text me and I'll try to move on with my life.
But the truth is, I don't want to. So now I'm left sitting here in tears, pathetic I know but he is the love of my life.
I just can't bare the thought of us not being together, but yet we weren't exactly happy when we were together but he told me he won't be happy if we're apart so it's really confusing.
I'm going to start a Nail Technician course soon to do something with my life and hopefully that will take my mind of things.

So what do I do now? Just get on with my life?

[sammi_xxx]

anyone?