First, I should have taken more time to proofread ... Guess emotional writing got the best of my grammar.

Second, as you all can expect, there's a lot more to it that can't be depicted here or really in any written form ... "peripheral" stuff"!! U know ...

I sincerely do appreciate the insightfulness of most of you and will apply your thoughts to the situation that only I truly know and am living ... This is the first time I have ever posted anything of this nature ... Quite a learning experience.