Hello there,
I haven't been on here in ages (maybe 2-3 months?). Feels weird to be here again.
I just ended a relationship. It was less than a week away from 6 months long.
I feel a little bit foolish. I gave her time to become the person I ( / we both) wanted her to be. She said she could be that person. She said she could change. I felt i owed her the time to be that person. But, after a certain point you just have to give up. I finally reached that point today.
I also feel horrible, I feel like I could have prevented this situation if I was stricter in the beginning. Her feelings would have been less hurt. She was in an awful state today. I could have broken up with her a while ago, but I just didn't want things to end. I didn't want to end something without giving it a try. So we tried and tried and tried. But by that time almost 6 months have passed. And we have become attached to each other. It was a very unpleasant breakup.
I know I will be fine. Some lost sleep is all. I hope she does fine, she gets very emotional. She called me and said she was moving out of the state. I hope she wasn't serious.
As awful as everything is. I feel it is for the best, and that gives me some hope, some silver lining to the dark clouds.
