I guess I hurt him a lot, huh?
A few nights ago I was having a conversation with my boyfriend of 1 year and two months. I guess I've been really sexually frustrated lately and I told him that I regret giving up my virginity to him. And he was devastated. He said he was deeply hurt and I'll never forget the tone in his voice.
He and I have been sexually active for about nine months now and for the past few months I've been regretting that I didn't wait until I got married before I decide to have sex. I come from a traditional family where my parents expect that I am a virgin til marriage but since knowing my boyfriend I've been over at his place a lot and I slipped up. He's 24 and I'm 23 so we're still very hyper and active. We only live 10 minutes away from each other so it's very tempting to sleep over at each other's place, but now I'm sad that I gave in to temptation.
He says that everything we've been through together he'll never forget and will never regret but it hurts him the most that I could say that I regret giving my virginity to him. I guess I hurt him a lot, huh? I guess I just can't seem to comprehend which angles and aspects I truly hurt him in. I've tried asking him to understand my point of view but he just seems to get more and more depressed saying that he must not be good enough in bed so then I have doubts in him.