I'm in college. My neighbor and I have been hooking up while drinking, but never do we really hang out during the day. When we see each other, we are both really awkward and shy. When we're drunk, we talk about a lot of things... he said he doesn't make an effort to talk to me during the day because he is afraid of commitment. I understand that because I don't know how I feel about committing either. Also, he usually forgets what happened the night before...but I somehow remember everything. And every time we hang out, I like him more and more... His friends all have told me he is really secretive... I also think he's sort of insecure.
To add, I feel like he's borderline alcoholic, which he told me alcoholism runs in his dad's side of the family. He smokes weed, too (i don't). I feel like there's something about him, I can't put my finger on it... he's just so mysterious that I don't know if I'm chasing a sketchball... because he really is sweet.
Help????
