As a kid my parents always insisted how arranged marriage is the only proper way to get married as it's the only way to find a loving relationship: and from a young age they had set an arranged marriage up, which up till nowish I've for the most part thought to be true. During High school i had my fun and then got married.. thing is I like the guy but not love.. I don't feel ready to settled down or have kids, I still want some casual hook ups, other relationships and etc.. but going behind his back would be horrible.. and if we broke up my parents would disown me, what do I do?
