Girl i have deep feelings for finally ended her relationship
Okay soooo the girl i like just ended the relationship she had with her boyfriend of 4 and a half years . She is a close friend of mine that I have been knowing since 6th grade . And I have always been there for her through anything . I developed feelings for her right before she met her boyfriend , well her ex now, and I am a shy person so i didnt speak up and act on those feelings . So well anyways I had to suffer this whole time while she was with this guy feeling sooo guilty that i should have said something . Well he recently cheated her on and she ended the relationship . He continued to eff up even after she broke up with him and she said there is nooo way she would go back to him . My thing is since they have been together for so long and even lived with each other for a year, i feel she will eventually go back to him and i will never have a chance with her . He constantly send her text messages and saying things to make her come back to him. Me and him are friends on facebok so i see the statuses he post every day saying how stupid he was , and blah blah blah .And every time his friends tell him that if its meant to be she'll be back, makes me sick to my stomach . She sees those things and I think they are tearing her down and she will be back with him soon . They have been broken up for a month now and she's still kind of breaking down . I just dont want to go through this again feeling guilt for not speaking up but i dont wanna rush neither . But if I dont feels like she'll be back with him . I just don't know what to doooo . . And I'm sooo sorry that if some of this doesn't make much sense . My thoughts are all over the place
