I am on here writing about my boyfriend/father of my last 2 children. I have dealt with everything to his bm threatening me and my family to cheating for most of our relationship and so forth. We bought a house together last year and 2 months later, I found out I was pregnant again. He showed signs of possible cheating by going out all night, coming home 4am or later, not checking in on us, females texting and calling him and all of that. Since iv'e had our child in April, he has slowed down completely with going out but still goes to friends house after work or when he says he's going to do something, he goes there before making it home. Iv'e tried to be more understanding because he does work hard and pays the bills. I stay home with our 4 kids (he don't want me to work) drop 2 off at school, 1 at daycare and I stay home with the baby. I cook clean, take them to appointments, then go to school at nights, 4 nights a week so it's like my job is never done. By the time he gets home, i'll have dinner cooked and have washed the kids and are in process of putting them to bed so he don't have much to do, but I don't get that in return. I barely get sleep throughout the night because of our 1 yr old and 5 month old still wakes up and i'm the one that gets up with them. Tonight, I cleaned the kitchen and he says that he's going to take out the trash and go to the atm. That was around 5:20pm and it's now 8:49pm est and he texted me a few mins ago to let me know he's at his friends house. I'm pissed because it's Sunday and the kids need to get ready for the school week but he's out and about chilling with his friends. I cooked, fed the kids, gave baths and showers and now they are all in bed, before 8pm. I'm tired of feeling like the only one and doing so much to still be considered a girlfriend. We have kids together, we bought a house together, I don't see why it's taking him so long to propose to me. I'm fed up because if i'm going to take care of the kids by myself, then I need to be by myself. I'm tired of the back and forth and feel like he's only saying he wants to marry me to keep me quiet but feels deep down inside he never will. I don't have time to wait. If you know you want to then it shouldn't be a problem to pop the question. I fight myself everyday shacking up with him not being his wife. You can call me old school, i'm only 29. I am thinking about getting some money together and just leaving. But since i'm not working right now, I want to make sure I can get by before I make that move. Someone, please help me with some advice. Please let me know if i'm doing the right thing or am I just blowing it out of proportion. Females/males please, I need those from both sides to give me insight. I am at my breaking point!Thank you all in advance <3
