This may seem ridiculous, but a few months post break up, I don't pay attention to hot guys (I notice of they are hot), nor do I get excited when guys hit on me. I feel like there is something wrong w/me. I really truly loved my ex and thought he was the one (he told me he wanted to marry me all BS), he ended up taking me for granted, I found out he never really cared for me (he was my 1st real love). I am getting on w/my life, spending time at the gym, getting ready for my new job, spending time w/friends and just spoiling myself. What is happening? I have had NC other then trying to get my stuff back. I almost feel like I won't be able to love somebody that much. It is also coming up to what would have been our 1 year, when we met I felt like that woke something up in me. I don't want to be single forever, but I'm afraid to put my heart on the line again.