My girlfriend and I have been going out for over a year now but only 7 months officially, once I met her we became good friends and talked almost everyday, didn't want nothing to do with another relationship after coming out of one a month before becoming friends with her, after 4 months of being friends we caught feelings and I opened up first, she stayed closed and didn't really open up she played hard to get, but I knew she still had unfinished business with her ex for the fact when we were just friends she parked outside his house and beeped the horn over and over again cuz she found out there was a girl on his bed from an Instagram photo, anyways, my ex wanted me back but I said no, she kept in contact with her ex becuz he always told her he was gonna commit suicide so she felt like she couldn't block him just Incase cuz she would feel like shit if he ever did kill himself, btw apparently theyve been done for 3 1/2 years at the time and now it's 4 1/2 years but when I met her it looked like they were still together, they went out for a long time and new eachother for 12+ years. He ****ed her over cheated on her blah blah blah, I did the same with my ex, I'll keep it real, but we all make mistakes and the best thing to do is learn from them obviously, so that's what I did, anyways, on New Year's Eve we went to a party in the city and we had a good time took pics and stuff but we couldn't post pics cuz she didn't want her ex to see them, the whole Month of January she was messaging him on Facebook concerned about him worried about the drugs she had heard him doing, telling him to call her, (a little later u will find out how I know this, it gets good lol), in February on Valentine's Day we had sex for the first time and we did it till sun rise, we weren't a couple we weren't official I actually didn't plan on having sex with her on Valentine's Day she's the one who initiated it, I wasn't even ready for it, but the rest of the month it was non stop, every weekend, we did it, we eventually opened up finally and discussed who we been with, now I wanted to know everyone she had been with and I got 5 guys out of her telling me and she got the girls I've been with, she had sex with 4 including me her ex, and two other guys she never dated, and the other guy she just did oral sex, she told me that was it, so I believed her, also I signed papers and joined the army and I was leaving for boot camp the first week of April, but the week before that I hung out with my boy and his gf who is still best of friends with my ex, being only us three we went to the diner had food and left, my boys gf needed to use the bathroom so he pulled inside mikky ds and she went inside and came out and my ex pulled up with her friend beside my boys car, found out my boys gf set it up, now my gf at the time was in Florida on vacation with her best friend so I knew what I had to do, I went home ten mins after, didn't stay didn't talk didn't say one word to my X, I just had my boy drop me off and that was that, keep in mind, me and my gf weren't dating or even official at the time, so as she came back from Florida the last weekend before I left for boot camp, we went out to the bars and my X showed up with her BF which didn't effect me but it effected her ten times more to the point were she stayed away from me, didn't touch me didn't talk to me didn't want nothing to do with me and I really took hat to heart cuz she did it in front of everyone, then the day of leaving for bootcamp she posted a picture of us and said "my best friend" is leaving today for bootcamp, good luck blah blah blah, it was really kind of a low blow but he ex ended up seeing and and commenting "😳😂" like laughing at it, I was in bootcamp from April 6 to July 24, by May I got a letter from her saying how she found out that I chilled with my ex, and how she finds out everything and how I can't hide anything from her, which got to me cuz one it was a letter not like I could text her and fix it, 2 we weren't even going out and three I did the right thing, as July came I was almost done with basic and on my way to coming home, about 4 days before graduating basic she wrote me a letter in which she warned me before about on the phone, now I got the letter on July 18, she basically told me she had chilled with her ex his boy and her best friend out of pity cuz she felt bad, and it also said how she wasn't gonna tell me cuz it was irrelevant, but then she even said if u did that with ur ex she wouldn't even talk to me anymore so I was like what the hell?, as I came back she surprised me being at my house and it was shocking, both were shaking cuz it's been 4 months, we even took a pic with me in uniform and she still out the caption as my best friend is back, now with the first week being back nothing changed, her ex was continuing to hit her up, he even texted me in bootcamp saying they had sex two days ago, which has July 4 the day they chilled, now it's just mind ****ing cuz she told me 3 weeks later, but he is still hitting her up I'm just like okay? I guess that's okay, August comes and we literally fought every weekend, we honestly have fought every weekend till this day since I've gotten back last year, her ex blew up her phone non stop, the whole month of August but most of the times she wouldn't answer him, sometimes she would say would do u want, and then he would just curse her out, I told her to block him cuz it was an ongoing thing, she didn't and said she didn't know how to....? Like how don't you know how to, he then posted on Facebook I hope u like my sloppy seconds and the way my d**k taste, and then this girl commented on his status saying let him have her blah blah blah, the whole month of August she began putting me down using my past against me telling me to go get my whores and still does it to this day, but even after making my self better changing and putting my life on track she continued to trash me, knowing I was a cheater and her ex was a cheater she just compared us, told me I was worse then him this and that, it started messing with me, but as the Facebook status got erased, she decided to log into his Facebook, now how the hell do U still remember his Facebook information? After all this time, now my flags are up, I went to my boys house that night and she thought my ex was there cuz my boy was there with his gf so she literally didn't talk to me that whole night and told my cousin she should hit up her ex and chill with him just to get back at me when my ex wasn't even there, btw it's the same night she logged onto his Facebook, guilty conscience? Idk but there's a lot more, she hid that fact, and the fact he hit her up telling her he was going to rehab cuz he's a heroine addict, now it's September, and now she's told me she chilled with her ex while I was in basic to get me back out of spite for when I "chilled" with my ex when I literally didn't even chill I left ASAP, which is now making me realize she's spiteful, so now I'm starting to question her, mind u were not dating or official yet but people now we're messing with eachother, so I decided to ask her again, who she's been with, cuz how can u have sex with four and give only one guy oral, so I said who else did u give oral too, and she literally named 7 guys, now I'm like wtf, after trashing me about my past u were hiding a past too? And not only that but u used my past against me? She said that she thought I meant slept with but how if we went over the one guy you told me u did oral with, how come u didn't tell me about the 7 other u blew, she said cuz at the time she couldn't remember, oh but 6 months later out of the blue u can remember, now I'm starting to look at her different, October is here, and we finally became official, she was even telling me how she didn't know how I was okay with not being official cuz that would piss her off if I did it to her, but in October we went to a comedy show and it was in my hometown and one of the girls I slept with in my past way before her walked through the doors and the only reason why I know this is becuz my girl said "oh look who it is, it's ur girl" to my face in front of everyone which made me turn and look, now this was the second week in October, the last weekend in October before Halloween weekend was my cousins birthday, I was at drill for the army and I missed his weekend so I decided after drill to visit him at wrk before I went to go see my gf, my uncle owns a pizzeria, so I walk in said happy birthday, as I did that my gf called me and said where are u I told her I stopped by to say happy birthday I'm leaving now, she hung up the phone. Started texting me that I was a cheater a scumbag and I went there to show off my uniform to the girl that works there, I drove to meet up with her but she didn't want to see me for that reason which is really bizarre, so I went inside to where she was, grabbed her phone and walked out, she got into a big argument but I left and took her phone, went on Facebook and seen she had 70 guys waitin to get accepted as a friend, now she exchanged social media passwords but I don't go on her SHIT cuz I trust her, or atleast want to, she goes on my shit everyday till this day without any reason, when I came back from basic, I even declined all the girls who added me on Facebook in front of her face, she didn't even do that for me and it was 3 months after, but of course I let it go, I checked her messages and she only had 7 messages total, going back to dec 2014 where two dudes said hey but she never answered them, and then the rest were girls, November came and my boy had passed away from a overdose and it was literally gonna be a high school reunion at the wake and I wanted to catch up with people I haven't seen in a while and she made a big deal cuz she assumed I want to socialize with "whores" as she always puts it, she even thought the same weekend that talking about politics through Facebook comments with another female who has a BF also and who I graduated with was considered flirting on Facebook even when there was other people involved not just me and her, she even direct messaged me and I ignored it, two weeks later on thanksgiving her friend dies of an over dose literally the same exact way, the next day her friends all gather at a friends house boys and girls to SOCIALIZE, something I couldn't do but she can, she then went to the bars three times in a row without even telling me, if I did that forget it, 2 weeks go by its December and I decided to check her Facebook, go to her messages literally the same exact people not even lying, so I go to archived messages, the way my ex caught me, and what do u know, she deleted every single message she ever had with a guy from 2006-2015, left two up there to make it look like she was an angel, included in those messages was her ex, they talked while I was in basic and they chilled more then once, can't say more then twice but who knows really, now I think they had sex right? I blew her phone up saved everything and she said she had something else to tell me, she tells me that back in the middle of October after that concert, during that week her ex hit her up after getting out of rehab, they talked and had a legit conversation and she told me all she said was how good I am to her which is ridiculously bullshit, she showed me a pic of what he sent her and it was him eating a girl out, don't know why u would save it but okay, mind you she's two years older then me but it's like she's in hs, my dumbass forgives her, cuz I tried to understand where she was coming from something I never did cuz once u **** me over lie or betray me, it's a wrap I'm gonna do u ten times more dirty, but I learned to not do that anymore, but going through her messages I couldn't believe what I saw it was like this whole other person, she was talking to her ex the entire time and claiming they weren't together but she cared so much about what he was doing and shit, but I forgave her, but I couldn't forget so I kept bringing it up and she would get so defensive and fight with me like she didn't wanna talk about it, now she's way worse then she was, she overthinks over reacts and assumed I'm ****ing her over now after everything she has done, this is December still, Christmas Eve i wanted to test her so I saw a pic of her ex and his new gf, mind u he lives in Florida now, I screenshot it with her Instagram name in it, obviously u can't click it to see her cuz it's a photo u would have to type it in, she starts saying how "she looks like white trash but that's what u get when ur also white trash", she was telling me how happy she was so he could leave her alone, now driving home on Christmas Day I have an app that shows who unfollows u and blocks you, I see she has one new unfollower and one new person that blocked her, I go to see and it's her exs new gf, I was like wtf, ur that curious after talking all that shit about her u wanted to see cuz u still care, obviously, couldn't believe it honestly, the next day her friend from work was going out to dinner for her birthday and invited my gf, I couldn't go cuz I worked but she went to the city without me, and I asked her if that was me would u let me go and she straight up said no, as she arrived in the city and for dinner she's drinking and got tipsy, she then started texting me dirty and how she should of stayed home and all this crap, so I decided to ask her if I can go to the studio Tuesday and record music, and she flipped saying how I was being slick cuz she's drunk, and all I wanna do is be around whores at the studio, she told me she was going home at 12am that night from the city, I don't hear from here until 230am, just becuz I asked her that question if I can go to the studio, at 230 am she said me exactly this "I'm home btw", After I blew up her phone from 12-230, then goes MIA again for another hour 230-345 and then sends me a photo of her bed, now obviously u weren't home, and u were out, she told me she went out again but I just don't believe her and what she said she did cuz of everything she has done in the past two weeks, 3 months later were here today and she doesn't trust me, she broke up with me last week becuz she thought I put a heart In front of my sisters best friends name on snapchat meanwhile thats how my sisters friend put her name on snapchat as so it's like that with everyone she's friends with on snapchat, she broke up with me right after I took a picture and sent it to prove her wrong, before she broke up with me which was last week, the week before that she went to a bar and didn't tell me on a Wednesday, and then when she ended it, she went out to the bar for drinks cuz I pissed her off meanwhile I didn't do jack shit off the shit u did to me me, and she didn't even tell me that either until I took her back, wtf do I do or wtf would u do lol I'm losing my mind