Hello, i wanted to talk about something that's really driving me crazy lately!
Please i ask you to not judge me, that's not something i asked or looked for.
I am a university student, freshman (i'm 20). I love what i study and attending university has always been my biggest dream (i'm from Italy, education is a little bit different here). So, you may be asking where's the problem. In the second part of the semester there's a class and it is kept by a teacher i adore.
I always attended his classes, i've never had any problem until, one day, he was replaced by his assistent (who is a 27-35 year old person who already graduated and it's following a "specialization")
The first moment i saw him i immediately felt super attracted to him, but i basically did not pay so much attention to that.
Well, in june i did the exam (oral) and guess what? he was the one who examined me, and he gave me 30 (which is the max). The fact is that i just can't stop thinking about him now, you have no idea how much sexually attracted i feel, i can't shut down this hard feeling. He was kind and sweet to me, he also made up a joke and my face turned red so bad! I don't know what to do, i think about him everyday, i can't study, i can't concentrate, i can barely eat! I just wanna see him! I know it can sound like i'm some kind of stupid high school girl with a stupid crush, but trust me, it's making my life impossible!I went to see other students being examined by him, and he just couldn't stop looking at me the whole time.
Sorry if i say that, but he makes me so damn horny that sleeping with him would be enough to calm me down, i do not care, i have to do something because i can't do this anymore, guys, i'm getting crazy! I talked to him once about the examhe was super cute the whole time, i know it doesn't mean anything and it's probably his attitude, but when he tocuhed me i swear i got so damn wet i had to go away because i couldn't handle being next to him anymore! I don't know why he makes me feel like that, i just know that i want to have really hot sex with me, like super animal sex.I don't even know his name! I'd really like to "approach" but 1) it wouldn't be ethically correct, 2) he's much older then me, 30 3) i'm super shy and i'll never find the courage! What do i have to do? Omg help me i can't handle this situation anymore! When he looks at me like THAT it makes me think that maybe he feels the same about me... but he's almost a teacher, a pesudo one, he has just started his career, why would he ruin that by screwing a student?