So in my last relationships my gut was always telling me something was wrong. I got a lot of anxiety, and in the end I was right as they hid alcohol abuse from me. So I found that when I am just dating and meeting multiple people I am feeling great, I am in complete control. So over 2 months ago I started casually dating a gal, we see each other, have a lot of fun, but I still meet other people and it is not committed. Now suddenly it looks like it may be about to turn a corner. She seems very into me, and I no longer want to see other people, and feel a bit guilty when I do. But now suddenly fear and anxiety has hit! people at work can even tell something is wrong. I am thinking irrational again. Last night she texted me amazing stuff and even tried to call me, but I fell asleep. So this morning I texted good morning and explained I fell asleep. I have not heard from her at all. I do know she is working a lot right now. Normally I would not have cared, 4 days ago I wouldn't have. Today, I am freaking out and I hate this. I worry I may not be able to ever be in a normal relationship. I am wondering if I am being overly touchy or if my gut is speaking to me, or.... UGH!!!
Any thoughts or experiences?