Hey guys. I added the other day the post about me and my girlfriend and how the communication between us is poor and I gave a lot of example On how she replies to me and how she puts others before me. In this post I want to talk about more on how our relationship is and what is really bothering me in more details, I’ll be honest with you I adore this girl sometimes I envy her personality she got so much love and so many qualities a girl can have. for instance, She is a very confident person she is very smart and she can have a very nice conversation with everyone she meets whether they are alike or not, and everyone that meets her always have this same feelings and feedback towards her, they all look up to her, admire your treats and your confidence and some people get intimidated by her . She is also not very emotional And she puts herself in priority, no I know every strong woman knows that and this is a very positive street but it can also cause problems as well.
For example I can feel that when we talk her emotional pain gets filled faster, and once it does she becomes not very interested in us and starts to prior to rise your own activities. So what ends up happening is I am left not fulfilled in our conversations or situations when she is very happy.
One thing to note is that she is very close to her mum, every major decision has to be approved by her mum whether we go on a trip together or do anything, if her mom doesnt approve, most of the time we end up not going out... I think that is where most of her confidence comes from, her mum loves her so much, but at the same time she is suffocating her from loving others, she gets jealous from me sometimes. My girlfriend is getting all the love and affection from her mum, she lives with her, while I am living abroad (we’re in a distant relationship), and I have more alone time which makes me more needy and overthink.
I’ve had many girlfriends before, i’ve never had this issue. It’s so hard to explain everything that is happening in one post, too much stuff going on in my head, i love her soo much but i am most of the time not pleased, you can compare my situation to an unfinished sex pleasure! It’s like I constantly have blue balls xD
Oh and in terms of sexual intercourse, we do not have sex, she is against it before marriage and i totally respect that, but even for normal pleasuring her appetite is way smaller than mine, i know boys usually have more appetite than girls but the gap is huge! Lol, i was always the one that had less appetite in the previous relationship, but this is a different story! Just to give you a clue, it’s been 3 month that i do not see her, and when i come down for Christmas for 32 days, we spooned 3 times only! Note that we are a new couple (only 2 years) and the first time we did it was after a week of coming down.
Let me know your thoughts, I love her to death but I hate how I am treated, she loves me a lot too but i keep telling her i dont feel it as much, she is so keen of us spending our whole life together, and she want it sooner than I. But me, i want to fix the issues i have first before going any step further