im stuck in a dilemma guys and i could use some help to get out of it. you see, theres this girl i used to know, who ive always liked, i just didnt know it for a while. i knew her for years since i started school when i was like 4-5. we knew each other through most of school, we were the same age, in the same classes. we were really good friends. at school everybody always used to think there was something between us and some people said that she liked me, but i didnt pay much attention to em right then.
we didnt really talk to each other much in the last couple of years at school though, and since then ive hardly seen her that much. it wasnt until then that i realised i actually liked her, cos before that wed just been good friends. and the thing that probably helped me realise was the fact that before that i was seeing her around school almost everyday.
anyway, since i realised i liked her about 3-4 years ago shes been on my mind quite a bit, and even more recently. ive been having alot of dreams about her lately and apparently its because im thinking about what could have been and about what i feel for her.
ive talked to some people about it and the general consensus is that i should try to contact her and perhaps tell her how i feel and maybe even try to get our friendship back. i dunno though, i just think contacting her out of the blue like that would be a bit weird. and thats forgetting the fact that over a year ago i moved away from the town i used to live in. the town that, as far as i know, she still lives in.
i guess the biggest problem is actually contacting her and talking to her again. im scared of doing it. we havent spoken in probably 4-5 years. besides, when i moved away i thought that would be the end of that chapter of my life, despite the fact that i miss the town like mad, but it seems to have followed me. i dunno what i should do.
im trying to get as many opinions on the situation as i can and any input from you guys would really help. thanks