Originally Posted by
Sugarbabe72
Throughout our relationship we had alot of fights, in hindsight over silly things really, but I would get all worked up and tell him to leave. He adored me, told me every day he loved me and told me how beautiful i was etc, and i believed every word he said. However silly me took advantage of his love, and didnt treat him very well, and the last fight we had, I told him to leave again....and this time he did. Deep down i was dying, because I didnt want him to go, but I knew I had pushed him too far.
Just out of curiosity, what made you act this way in the first place? I ask because at the moment it comes off as a type of emotional blackmail (telling him to leave at sight of any argument with the expectation that he will keep on submitting and coming back to patch things up). What were a lot of fights that you had about?
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
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