Giving up on the new girl...
I Had a chat with my girl yesterday about the way things are going. We came to a decision it's best to stay friends. She admitted that it's very difficult for her to open up emotionally or share any level of intimacy for fear of being hurt. She said she is aware of this as a problem that caused her grief in the past and it's better for her this way. I think it's for the best, as I as well was starting to get annoyed with all the inertness in this relationship.
She did admit that experience with me was a very positive one for her and that I treated her the best from anyone she met in the past, so at least I can take confidence in that back onto the field with me...
I do wonder however why do all good looking girls I meet are the ones that have either emotional problems or personality disorders. Well at least I think I'm getting better at spotting them, hehe
Anyways, lock up your daughters, keep an eye out on your sisters, Mishanya is coming back into the game!!!
Don't cry, don't regret and don't blame
Weak find the whip, willing find freedom
Towards the sun, carry your name
In warm hands you are given
Ask the wind for the way
Uncertainty's gone, your path will unravel
Accept all as it is and do not blame
God or the Devil
~Born to Live - Mavrik~