okay so i joined just today. i really need to release some emotion i guess. but i dont know why i cant. maybe cuz i dont want to let go or maybe i cant let go. or just maybe im ashamed of my story. we all just have such painful stories. but i feel like i can never heal. maybe i just dont want to take that first step yet. its so funny how we are this person, this being. and we are the only one living in our own world called our "self." but its funny that we really dont know ourselves. all these question we keep asking ourselves but there are never any answers. i dont know. i guess im just ranting, just writing down watever is coming out of my head right now. i dont know...






