I'm a bitch.

[zro]

twisted - good on you for staying loyal and resisting.... see i can be nice

[anxious]

by the way twisted you did think " what if " am i right? or m i wrong?

[twisted]

last night my bf sort of busted me. he knows me too well, and could sense something was up. the friend was over last night, and i was cool, i mean i didn't openly flirt with him or anything, because i do respect my bf. and the guy barely looks at me he's so shy, and he's actually quite afraid that my by could become suddenly jealous (he's only 20, quite a bit younger than us two, and seems to be somewhat intimidated by us, not sure why).
bf "accused" me, in a sense, that there was something in my behavior that made him perceive that i was a little too interested in Friend. He couldn't quite pinpoint was it was but he said he could sense it.
i talked to my bf about it but i didn't tell him the *whole* truth. I just couldn't because it was already getting to be quite an issue, it was 3 am, and it really just wasn't worth it. i told him and repeated to him, that yes, i do find Friend attractive, but that it ends there. And that if my bf desires it, I will ignore him completely the next time he comes and won't chat with him anymore but actually, my bf is actually happy that we chat :/.
This morning my bf is fine, all he did was crack a joke saying that I cheated on him with my "thoughts", and that was it.
I don't know how I feel.
I guess I should feel guilty.

anxious: i can't afford to risk what i have with my bf doing something stupid like a one nighter just to "see" if it's physical or not. i already know it's only physical, and that's all i'll let it be. i think in the end it's all in the mind and perfectly controllable by ourselves if we want.

[anxious]

last night my bf sort of busted me. he knows me too well, and could sense something was up. the friend was over last night, and i was cool, i mean i didn't openly flirt with him or anything, because i do respect my bf. and the guy barely looks at me he's so shy, and he's actually quite afraid that my by could become suddenly jealous (he's only 20, quite a bit younger than us two, and seems to be somewhat intimidated by us, not sure why).
bf "accused" me, in a sense, that there was something in my behavior that made him perceive that i was a little too interested in Friend. He couldn't quite pinpoint was it was but he said he could sense it.
i talked to my bf about it but i didn't tell him the *whole* truth. I just couldn't because it was already getting to be quite an issue, it was 3 am, and it really just wasn't worth it. i told him and repeated to him, that yes, i do find Friend attractive, but that it ends there. And that if my bf desires it, I will ignore him completely the next time he comes and won't chat with him anymore but actually, my bf is actually happy that we chat :/.
This morning my bf is fine, all he did was crack a joke saying that I cheated on him with my "thoughts", and that was it.
I don't know how I feel.
I guess I should feel guilty.

anxious: i can't afford to risk what i have with my bf doing something stupid like a one nighter just to "see" if it's physical or not. i already know it's only physical, and that's all i'll let it be. i think in the end it's all in the mind and perfectly controllable by ourselves if we want.

that great! since now you even said it only physicle yeh. Then i gues time will tell the answer.

time...

[vashti]

twisted - make a point of being flirty with your boyfriend when your crush is over. Better yet, be gone when your crush comes over. If you boyfriend is the jealous sort, you haven't heard the last of this yet.

[twisted]

vashti, that's definitely a good idea...annoying thing is....i WANT to be here when he comes...which is bad.

the rest: o c'mon guysssssss stop fighting! this is a LOVE forum love each other and be happy!!

[Gigabitch]

vashti, that's definitely a good idea...annoying thing is....i WANT to be here when he comes...which is bad.

You need to be strict with yourself, or you're going to start a whole bowl of trouble. Come on. It's almost over- you'll be out of there soon. Don't stir up the shit.

[vashti]

I'd like to eat chocolate for breakfast every morning. Just because I'd *like* to doesn't mean I do it. One shouldn't allow their emotions to rule over their behavior.

[twisted]

thanks for the support gigabitch and vashti...today went better.

[Only-virgins]

You are all ****ing bitches. Anyways, you are either like everyone else..who is telling you good advice if you are like them...or you are like me...which if I was you and the guy you crush on was a girl I crush on..I would jump boats...why? because I like the Euphoria feelings....yes please! more more more more more more more more more! But, it just isn't happening for me and I am with no one. ...how come this shit happens to people who don't want it or need it....F you people...I hate you all.

[twisted]

You are all ****ing bitches. Anyways, you are either like everyone else..who is telling you good advice if you are like them...or you are like me...which if I was you and the guy you crush on was a girl I crush on..I would jump boats...why? because I like the Euphoria feelings....yes please! more more more more more more more more more! But, it just isn't happening for me and I am with no one. ...how come this shit happens to people who don't want it or need it....F you people...I hate you all.

Well, from what I could make out of your confused post, maybe it happens to us because we are sane and don't tell people we don't know that we hate them and to **** off.
I hope that will help in you path to success in finding the women and lover of your dreams, and many a boat to jump to and fro from in your eternal search of Euphoria!

[Ath]

This is my gift to this thread.

[Kiechi]

Sorted. I apologise on behalf of the memebrs on LF Twisted for opening fire in your thread. The crap has been removed and you may carry on with the threads intended purpose.

Thank you.