I'm tripping out.
I'm tripping out.
hmm. i don't do well not seeing him. he's my best friend.
you don't do well not seeing him? well maybe you should learn to! don't be dependent.
heck, when I first came to new york, I was completely lost, and I just wanted him to come rescue me and take me to his place. But now I know where stuff is. He had a gig last night and I couldn't get in because i'm not 21 yet, and you know what, I didn't stay at home moping, I went to this lovely garden party in the east village and met some arty people and.. ok, off topic-ness. but anyway, do your own thing. You'll like it.
most definitely what tiay said. you're WAY too young to already be dependent on a boy
"In the future, everyone will be famous for 15 minutes..." -Andy Warhol
That's good!
It may be difficult for you to imagine yourself as separate from him, but you ARE a different and unique person. When you can't be with him, consider doing things where your interests and his do NOT overlap. If you wander into things where your interests are shared you'll simply aggravate the situation with all the thoughts of "HE should be here to see this . . . " or "This reminds me of the time when HE was here with me . . . ".
Dale