Hi Everyone
Well, Long time no talk I guess. Sorry I've been gone for so long. It's been pretty hectic for quite some time. Let me give you all a run down.
I'm still here in Alabama working as a dispatcher for a police department, which takes up most of my time because I work the 3-11pm shift and sometimes don't get a day off. I was on tv back in January because I helped solve a homicide here and received an award from the police chief and the mayor, which was pretty cool. MAde a bunch of new friends which has really helped me through a lot the past few months. I don't know what I would have done without them.
My boyfriend and I have officially called it quits and my daughter and myself have moved out and got our own place. It was a long time coming and I feel like a major weight has been lifted although nothing is easier. Being a single mom really is tough especially when the other parent only helps when it benefits them. We are civil for our daughter's sake and he still wants to get back together and has been very depressed over this whole mess but I' to the point that I love him and I miss what we had when we were first together but I need to move on and I have.
I've been casually dating a guy from work but not expecting anything nor even wanting anything actually. He knows my situation and knows the last thig I need right now is another relationship. So we are more so really close friends than anything else.
Let's see I also ended up in the hospital because an antibiotic reacted with a heart murmur and sped my heart rate up to 130 beats per minute which was scary. So now I have to see a cardiologist. Part of that was stress too I imagine. Other than that....Things are good.LOL
I know I have missed a ton on here, I have to try and see if I can catch up some how.
If you can't handle the thorns, don't crave the rose!!