Hi
I'm 14 and I can't stop thinking about a friend at my school. I don't necessarily want to get intimate, I just want to be with her and admire her. It's as if she's a goddess, I'm spellbound to her. I really don't know what to do or what I want to do but it feels to me that she is almost an angel. I try to push her outbof my head if we fall out but I can't. I find it horrible not seeing her - if anyhthing happened to her I don't know what I would do. What's up with me why do I feel so strongly to this girl?