I'm a 16 year old male, and have been in a relationship for over a year now. We never fight, and she is one of the nicest people I've ever met. Up until about a month ago I've been happier than ever.
So what happened exactly? I'm wondering that myself...
At first I was just getting annoyed at her,, for no reason. I'd have to keep taking a step back and wonder "Why am I doing this?". We always tell each other "I love you",, but I'm not even sure what that means anymore. She still treats me like gold,, so why am i upset?
Not going to lie, she is pretty attached to me. To be honest that may be what scares me the most about if I want to end it. She always tells me how much she loves me and how she wants this to last forever.. And its almost as though i feel obligated to agree! I mean,, its been almost a year of me saying how amazing she is and how much i love her.. So its not like I can just take it all back. I'm in a deep enough hole as it is.. But I just feel like I'm dragging myself deeper.
What makes things worse is how much she worries. She told me.. Just today, that she worries and worries all the time about losing me,, saying I'm the best guy for her...
I almost feel like an ass saying all this.. She is so sensitive,, and I never wanted to hurt her... And whats worse is even if I did break up with her.. I don't know if I'd be able to say why! Nothing has changed since the start.. So why now am i feeling this way?
Have I just lost interest in her? I mean.. I am new to relationships.. And I am young,, but I feel like thats the most painful excuse out of something,, there has to be more to it.
I feel like I'm just ranting now,, I should probably stop..
I didn't come here for someone to tell me what I should do
I came here to carry on a discussion with someone, so I can gather my thoughts on this whole thing. All i ask is that you don't discriminate for my age. I really do feel like this is a lot more than your average everyday high school relationship,, But if I don't do this right.. I could really hurt someone.. whether it be her or myself.