The first time I had sex with my partner was a Tragedy. I had one bf before him and we had our sex intimacy,petting, but not complete penetration.
My current partner was the first one. I was shamed or feeling stupid to tell him so and our first night something horrible happened:vaginal laceration.
I had to go the ER. After that we waited a long time before having sex again but after months things seemed fine. We live in two different countries and see each other VERY LITTLE. Im in love with this man and of course I do not have sex with other men during his absence. The problem is that when we see each other I always have sore vagina problems. I need a looooooot of time to relax and enjoy the whole thing. I feel a real Sharp pain on some positions (especially doggy style and when my legs are very spread out up). I feel very worried and concerned. He is very sensitive and understanding but seeing him very frustrated not being able to do what he wants in bed. After a few times I feel fine relaxed and enjoy the whole thing BUT It takes some time for me.
IS IT NORMAL? PLEASE HELP!