I have been with my highschool sweet heart for a little over 4 years, one of wich we have been engaged. We have started looking on a home and planning our wedding for late next year. He always makes sure I have what I need food, money, a car ext. He has stayed by my side through some tough things, I also have stood beside him through the thick. However he does not like to talk, cuddle, or do any of those other sappy things that make me feel so good. Alot of times I leave him feeling empty almost alone.
One year ago the office I work for was sold out to another person. I had a little silly crush on him since he came. He is 32 I am 20. Honestly I laughed at myself when this first happened. First and foremost I would never cheat on my finace. I have a great amount of respect for him, but my little silly "crush" has come into full bloom. I think about my boss everyday. He is funny, smart, honest, very respectfull, an animal lover, everything I want in a companion.
I have noticed my self slowing down my finace in regards with proceeding on looking for a home and other things, because I really don't know what to do.
Is this a grass looks greener on the other side kinda thing. Cold feet? How do you know if it's time to move on or just get over those feelings.