Hurted, Lost, Ignored .. and now I'm falling

[tiger_eyes]

Have you ever felt like NOONE understands you? Then you will understand me..

I can't talk to anyone. My sister doesn't listen to me. She is constantly on phone with her boyfriend. I have good friends, but there is no best friend, that I can talk to. My parents don't understand what my problem is. The only one, who I could always talk to, IS my problem.

I fell in love with him last summer, and I think he fell in love with me to. Now he ignores me. I havent seen him for a long time, because he has a suicide attempt and was in mental hospital for a long time. He has really changed. I don't love him anymore. It was like a summer love. But why does he act like this? Why doesn't he talk to me?

Sometimes I think, that I was the culprits of his attempt, because I think that I was the last person, he talked/wrote to.

Can you think of any reason, why he hates me?

[cmacattack1]

I felt like I read this before. De ja vu?

[the_robot]

Maybe he just doesn't want to be reminded of the "life before" rehab.. he might not hate you

[tiger_eyes]

I felt like I read this before. De ja vu?

My problem has changed.. Now he ignores me. First, i was afraid of seeing him again.

I have never hurted him. In our "life before" we could talk the whole night.. he told me everything about him, why doesnt he trust me anymore??

[sookie6]

Tiger...

One of the most difficult things in life: move on.

If you can do that your life will progress and you'll be happy again.

As for now, you are stuck in limbo, your life completely dependent on one individual who does not care for you.

[kisswithafist]

i agree with robot, perhaps he's trying to move forward with his life and you remind him of the time he was poorly. i dont think its personal i think its the best thing for him to do to stay well. i would move on and just remember some of the nice times you had. he's in a different stage in his life now that cant include you. thats what happens sometimes.