Hi, I'm a sophomore in high school and I'm in a LDR with my boyfriend, freshmen in college. Before you say anything, I know what you're thinking. Too young, college LDRs don't count as "real", all that stuff that people may say off the bat, but I still want to say no matter how old you are, "love" is "love", whatever that means.
Anyway we've been dating since last summer, and the issue of balance in the relationship has always been a problem. At first it was just a little, but it gradually became more of a problem, as shown by the big fight we had on aim last night (midnight, no phone). He tells me that he does more for me than I do for him, which I agree. He values me over school, but he hates school anyway. he feels the need to check up on me every day even if it means he's 4 chapters behind and failing his quizzes. He also tries not to go out PARTLY because of me, because he doesn't want to hit on the girls out there, but also because it's a waste of time. Point is, he does a lot for me and he puts in a lot of effort because he believes I'm worth it.
When he asked me what he does for me and I answered "let me talk, listen to me, cheer me up," and then "i dont know", he got really mad and we got into an argument. He was basically "yelling" (online) at me, and I sat back and took it all in. Basically he feels like he's doing all the work and wants to see more effort from me, showing him that I care, which I do. I have a problem with expresing my feelings, so even if I'm thinking about him all day, he won't really know.
I guess my question is, how can I show him I care? He said he's going to back off to match the amount of effort I'm putting in, and he wants me to put in more. Honestly I'm not quite sure what I can do. Even if I do know, he probably won't be able to tell. Other than leaving offline messages or calling him more, what ca I do to show him I care? I'm really stuck right now, and I know this is something I should know on my own, but I'm hoping I can get other people's opinions on this as well. Thanks...
Also, the result of the fight was that he would stop showing up on aim to talk to me as much, so that if I missed him enough, I'd leave him messages or just call him more often. After the fight, I'm just afraid of talking to him, partly because he mentioned that he was starting to think that getting into this LDR was a bad idea. Does anybody else feel this way, after a fight you're kidn of afraid to go back? I'm afraid that he'll still be mad at me, or he doesn't want to do this aymore. I should just suck it up huh. Today's also our 8th month, and I'm not sure if I call him and tell him happy 8th or not. We still acknowledge the months.