First of all hello to everyone and thank you in advance for the help i hope to get after posting this question. Now lets get down to the meat of the matter.
So me and my ex have been together for about 4 years now. I would lie if i said that everything has gone according to plan,but i would like to think that we have pulled trough together and managed the trials life has been so gracious to trow at us.
Well as you might guess she left me about 3 weeks ago......
This was mostly due to me not shoving her enough emotions and not being the great guy i once was,when we met. Now i know i should not blame myself for what happened,but one can hardly think otherwise in this situation....hope you know what i mean.
So days went and i decided after reading so much about brake ups that i would not bend into contacting her. It all went really good if you believe in fairytales,meaning that i had the occasional meltdowns and would send her a text ore 2,and you can shoot me for this but i even called her on more than one occasion. Now deep down i know that it would do me little good,but insanity comes in many forms i guess.....
So lets fast forward to present day and really get into the problem i am facing.
Today at work she called me and totally caught me off guard. I felt calm and took up the phone. Now hearing her voice was like winning the lottery on the same day you fell in love to begin with but enough of that.
She opened the call by asking me if she could still come as my date on my friends wedding this summer. My friend is getting married in a couple of months and we had plans on going there together....as a couple. I played it cool and said that it was ok for her to come with me,one hell-ova state of mind i was in.
Now it really boils down to this,should i feel ok with this ore is this some kind of hidden trap,that will be relieved once im too deep to find my way back home? Don't get me wrong i really love this girl and one day in the future i would like to ask for her hand i marriage,hell i was already planning on doing this before this all happened.
I would really like your insight on the matter in hand,and how i should proceed with the situation? A part of me feels like she just wants to be friends and nothing more. Please help me........