Hi all of you here
I normally dont do that but its time to ask someone else then just friends and relatives Thank god for internet
So here it is:
While ago (good 6 months) I meet a girl which I didnt even think it will become that much importmant to me as it is now. Anyhow she is my neighbour and she is around 3 years younger then me. She had boyfriend at the time for 2 years and we started to hangup (nothing close), walk a dog, coffe like neighbours do Nothing intimate or so ... Then she left her boyfriend and one night we had to much to drink and we had sex. Which sucked btw Anyhow from that moment on, well maybe there was 2 weeks we didnt pay attention to each other to much and so but after that time we are unbreakable. We are always together, we do everything together like she is my sister or something. I always say that the only thing which is diffrent betwen couples and us are intimate moments, hugs and stuff (the best part ). She knows that I am in love because I told her that couple of times but she has a problem that she really cant forget her ex boyfriend. Last time he went to other girl and she cried (they ware together aprox. 2 years before).
I know that there will be other girls and stuff, I am well awear that she most likely is just a phase in my life but I would like to know what she must be thinking because ... everything is ok but friendship just ... it fells ok and everything but its not what I want but on the other side loosing her as a friend maybe still is worse then getting her as a girl