Hey. My name is Luna. I am only 15 years old but I need help. But before I get to my current situation, I need to give you some background. At the beginning of last school year, I met a guy in my high school's drama club and went completely GAGA over him. However, I had a boyfriend at the time and we had been dating for about 6 months already. And when I went to tell one of my best friends that I had a crush on this guy, let's call him Damian, she decides to cut me off and tell me she likes him...needless to say it was not fun telling her I felt the same way. And there is something else you need to know about my friend, this is her first crush. Which is big for her. But I can never stop thinking about this guy. I feel like he is exactly right for me. We both dance, sing, and act. We like the same things and we can really talk...I went into a kind of, pit of depression when I realized I couldn't have him. I barely talked to anyone, I was always doodling heartbreaking pictures and writing depressing poems. I know this is probably infatuation but I don't want Damian to get in between me and Alice. I have lived the past 10 months completely head-over-heels for this guy. My boyfriend and I broke up in January. Partially because of this situation. I'm not good at hiding a crush. I started dating a new guy in April, in an attempt to get over Damian, and I like him very much. I told him straight away about my infatuation with Damian so it wouldn't get in the way this time and we get through it.
Anyway, about 3 weeks ago, Damian went through a very big problem with his current living situation and was thrown out of his house. He moved back to Arkansas with his family very briefly but he wanted to come back to the town we live in. My mom, being the very kind person she is, said he could stay with us for this school year. He got back here today and the feelings I have for him definitely made themselves present in my mind again. So here is my question. Is it a mistake having him live with us? Should I ignore the feelings I have for him (that I blame on hormones) and go on with my life? What should I do? Please help me!
-YoungLuv (Luna)