I feel insane...

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I have been official now for 2 months with the most amazing guy. In the first 2 weeks he couldn't get enough of me and did the sweetest things. He is super busy with school and lives an hour away. He spent almost every day here for a month and his grandparents (who he lives with) got super salty because he never called. So he has been home for the last 3 nights. I literally can not eat or sleep. And I start crying out of nowhere. I was never a dependant person. He is my first SERIOUS relationship. I am so scared to lose him because in the past the men who I dated were so wishy washy and would come and go. They wanted to be serious then didn't then back and forth. It made me crazy. I thought I loved them.... but until I met my boyfriend, now I know I didn't. I am so in love with him. He is truly amazing. But when he isn't here, I feel like an insane person because I just need to have him here and with me all the time. Help me. I will use a chat room, a hobby. I need help occupying my time. I am also out of work, so I have tons of time to stress about this. I am super busy during the day, it's just when it comes to being home and time to think about dinner or bed... then I get lonely. If I keep at him at the rate that I'm going, he will stop being crazy about me and I really will lose him. WHAT DO I DO?????

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