Hello everyone, I'm new to this forum as you can see. I've been thinking about talking to someone about my situation but always kinda left it for time to handle.

Theres a few things I'd really like some opinions and advices on, so I'll start with the a question about long lasting relationship. I'm a kind of man that doesn't really mind having a partner or not, meaning that in the past I was cool with beeing single, I did not run around girls and want a relationship. But then it struck me, she came out of nowhere, she wanted me, she got me, even I don't know how, the only thing that matters now is that she is the one for me, shes the one I'd give my life away withouth thinking. We've been together for a year and nearly a month. We've had our ups and downs, arguments, nights full of tears, everything, but always came back to the fact that we really want to stay together, we don't imagine our lifes without each other.

All the problems probably come from me, I devote all my time for her, I think of her always and since I've never been in a such a long relationship I am a bit scared of losing her. Every relationship evolves with time and I feel that we've maybe cooled down abit, maybe I see it that way because I expect it, everyone says that you lose butterflys with time and stuff. How is it supposed to be after one year? We're a perfect couple, we feel conftable around eachother in any situation, we do things together as much as time allows us, I sleep over at her place from time to time (she wants me to, but I would love her to beeeg me to sleep over , I love her scent on my clothes when I come home and she always keeps my t-shirt in wich I sleep and she wears it when I'm not with her in the bed)

Recently she started going out with her friends more, she doesn't invite me along, and I don't mind it, i find it normal, but I can't calm down inside and not think about where it might lead, it scares me, I've had major trust issues, I've shared them and we've solved them but scars remain. I want to be different, I want to be like others! I trust her, I'd put my had in fire for her and yet I am nervous about the future.

Tell me, how does a relationship evolve, what to expect, how to spend time together, how to put her in a better mood? You see that I'm not experienced, that I just try to do my best for us, for her, any advice would be really apricieted

Thanks a lot!