22 m AUS
I've been with this girl (we live together at my place with my family) for more than 1.5yrs.
She just went back to singapore for her uni holidays to see her family and so forth and its only been 1 wk since she cried at my shoulders at the airport and now im considering breakup. Why do i want a break up? Her first love is in singapore, a established guy with career and stuff...the whole time i knew that they remained as good friends after their breakup years ago but i couldnt shake off the feeling that something was going to happen when she went back.
I entered her hotmail account and wished that i never did. I found 2 things. 1 was her view of their (ex and hers) relationship since 2002 till now and mentioned when they would be together as they mature. The other was a sent image of her wearing a bra to her ex with "I know you'll like this" as the message.
Man, I really feel cut. I love her a lot. But i just dont know what to do.
My logic tells me to get out now but my feelings tells me otherwise.
I feel so cheated. I feel used. I feel like she took advantage of my feelings and stayed with me only because she gets free rent. 7 days and she's off showing her body to her ex. What should i do?
Is this really her true self? She's nice to me the whole time we've been together. You cant pretend your feelings when you see and slp with each other every day. I dont know what im saying now. Please help