Thanks for the reply therobby3. I read your thread and will comment on it after this. My ex has always been the one to run away from problems. She's always been content with leaving things the way they were. Every time we would fight, I would be the one to step up and apologize. I was constantly showing up at her house or work to tell her I was sorry. With the exception of two or three times that she apologized. I just think she's a different kind of person. Her outlook on life is that she's right and everybody else is wrong. That's on every matter. It's nothing but selfishness. Her family can't even get along with her.
We were constantly telling each other that we loved one another. Here's the weird thing, dude. August 1st was the last time I spent time with her as her boyfriend. She cried and begged me to stay with her another night. Told me she didn't want me to leave and that she loves me so much. On August 14th, she text messaged me a picture of her holding a heart cutout, saying, "my love is all yours." Then August 17th we had a web cam chat and she was kissing me on the camera. Though I did feel some distance in her. Then, August 24th she breaks up with me. I still don't get it and probably won't ever get it.
I know I came on really strong. Trust me, I know. I've been feeling so insecure about myself since moving away and the breakup made me feel even worse about myself. I felt like if I didn't have her I was nothing. So, that desperation came out in pretty much everything I did. I don't understand why she thought I was dangerous though. I never did anything threatening or abusive to her.
That's what makes me feel like there's someone else.