So I been chasing this girl for over 8 weeks, I romanced her, told her how I feel, made her blush, made her laugh, been out on a couple of dates already and it definitely clicks bigtime. Then last thursday I kissed her for the first time, she was the one that initiated the kiss, and we kissed for like 20-30 minutes, it felt great. Throughout those 8 weeks she has warned me a couple of times that she had a very hard year and something happened in that year that hurt her alot. Its now been 3 days and I haven't heard a word from her, nothing. I know that something in her past is holding her back from love, she's afraid to open up but she does not want to tell me what has happened to her. So here I am completely in love and I don't even know whats gonna happen or if I will ever hear from her again, I don't even have her number(just her emailaddress).
How do I get this girl to open up, after we kissed I asked her, please talk to me about what has happened to you and she nodded yes, but its probably so bad that she's even scared thinking about it herself. To me this is the women of my dreams and when she's with me she seems very happy, its when she's not with me that her demons show their ugly heads again.
What can I do?