Well we've been dating for a bit over 4 years and for the past 2 years Ive noticed that the relationship has become.. well I guess not exactly love. He loves me so much and tells me that hes deeply in love but I just dont feel the same anymore. Hes more like a best friend that I share everything with. We always fight about stupid things; at least 3 times a week and it makes me so miserable and depressed and I know its going to be terrible for my health. When we used to fight he would always give in a say hes wrong and sorry and never raised his voice or seem angry but now he always raises his voice and fights much more aggresively.
Ive taken a 2 year gap before starting university and have lived with him for a over a year, could it be because I see him almost every hour of the day that theres no more spark? Or was I never truly in love with him? He was my first boyfriend and the only person Ive had sex with. Could it have been because of that that I felt that I was in love when it was really just a crush? I want to end the relationship because I want him to be happy and move on and I want to find someone that I know I fully love but we've tried that and we couldnt stay away for more than a day. Im always fantasising what it would be like to be dating another guy and how much better and happier I would be..
Should we end it or try to make it work?