Fame or Love?

[girl68]

Hi Elle! Welcome back you little gold digger. Good to see you finally lost your virginity to the richest of the rich. Best of luck, marry him negotiate big on that prenup and become the porn star. With his money you shall surely buy yourself the best fake titties and inject unknown chemicals into your face to freeze your youth.

[Petit Papillon]

Hi Elle! Welcome back you little gold digger. Good to see you finally lost your virginity to the richest of the rich. Best of luck, marry him negotiate big on that prenup and become the porn star. With his money you shall surely buy yourself the best fake titties and inject unknown chemicals into your face to freeze your youth.

Nooooooooo,she's not, is she? Isn't she? Is she... LOL

[girl68]

LOL I doubt it was just making a joke

[CynthiaC]

Nooooooooo,she's not, is she? Isn't she? Is she... LOL

Who is Elle?

Haha, no I am not her...

Gave it a long heavy thought today.

I am not going to marry him, since I am going to be in the pop music hierarchy. He will get in my way, and I don't want his wealth or be a slave to his money. I am not going to get the permission of any man to follow his doctrines.

This sucks, I doubt I can even love now, when I think of him I wanted his money.... but now? I only want to love a man for my own advantage.

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Still he lost his job yesterday, and I guess that solved my issue.
Then I was thinking... well it's irrelevant and it doesn't matter now.

Porn and Pop Queen, here I come, put that crown on my head. The Queen of Porn, damn that sounds awesome, I'll be the first crossover porn goddess mixing porn and pop music together! Damn, those music videos and society will fall down!!!!

either way I will be doing what I believe in.

[MerryH]

Have you ever done porn before? Have you ever watched much porn before? Who are you favorite porn stars, male and female, and why?

[elise4]

You're so delusional and messed up it's not even funny.

Like wow, being a pornstar, that is such an amazing goal. There's only like thousands of them blondes with fake tans taking it from 10 guys per day. Sad and pathetic.

[CynthiaC]

You're so delusional and messed up it's not even funny.

Like wow, being a pornstar, that is such an amazing goal. There's only like thousands of them blondes with fake tans taking it from 10 guys per day. Sad and pathetic.

I wasn't asking if being a porn star was good lol, but i was asking for advice if marriage or fame was more important.

I don't care how delusional I am, since I am going to live the dream. You just look down upon those blondes, since you believe they are degrading themselves, when they are grown women and men who want to be filmed doing porn.

Better to do porn and get paid for it, then get a ring that has no love to it (from my side)

[Mongoose]

Is this person real? Or a cleverly comical figment of the imagination?

[doppelgaenger]

What are you, some kind of MTV junkie or something? You sound like a middle class teenie bopper who watches music videos all day in her parents' basement.

[CynthiaC]

Is this person real? Or a cleverly comical figment of the imagination?

It doesn't matter who I am. I am here for you James, see I'm real.... *touches your face behind bars*

[CynthiaC]

^ really I am real though, I just love that quote lmao...

Yeah I admit I need some psychiatric help, but I have to be rich, and I am morally corrupt as in "I will have sex with any man for money if I know he is tested *at a porn studio*. I am vain, and my image is important. I was considered ugly, so I am trying to defeat that demon too. I am not overly intelligent either in areas that are needed. I am a personality unlike all seen before. I am not depressed right now... but I was before.

And I am a virgin right now.... and never done drugs, or smoke, or ever gotten drunk. So I am like this paradox of morality. Believe it or not, I never said profane words loudly.

If I died right now, then I would be like the most innocent person alive, yet I am so not innocent in my thoughts.

I can only be me, and this who I am. And I need the world to love me, even though I can never love the world back. I am corrupt and hopeless soul, and no one can change me to be normal.

And I want to make music, since music is corrupted too. Britney Spears; she's an insane beauty. Madonna; money hungry nasty old woman. Lady Gaga; total freak. Ke$ha; dumb as bricks. Katy Perry; she is possibly the most normal but just in it for the money.

Lindsay Lohan, Paris Hilton, Marilyn Monroe...

all these psychiatric mental nuts, I belong with them. Beautiful, crazy, rich.

But I am not them right now, I am me, a poor pathetic soul.

[xxazurexx]

^ZZZzzzzz

Katy Perry; she is possibly the most normal ...

Can't be if she is marrying that skinny slug Russell Brand.

[BackUpOrGetStng]

Leave the guy and start doing porn.

[doppelgaenger]

You're not crazy. You're dumb. And overly ambitious about becoming famous.

FYI, porn ≠ fame. There is an uncountable number of pornographic material both online and offline, full of amateurs and 'professionals', and a lot of this material is available for free. You think if you suck a few dicks, get nailed a couple of times, and get it all on camera, that you're going to be famous? This is laughable. It's also the reason why there are so many girls your age who are doing that. There are only a handful of porn stars who are [in]famous at all; Ron Jeremy and Pam Anderson are right at the top. The odds are highly against you that you will ever be famous. You're better off coming up with some worthwhile goals that you won't be ashamed of when you realize this.

[xxazurexx]

Kinda like my cousin who dreams of being a centerfold. Oh she's attractive enough, blonde, tall, good figure, just had her lips done and done photo shoots, appeared in Nuts one time and got paid fifty quid for flashing her tits...lols. But she will never make it big. There are a million girls who look like her out there and who are out there who wanna do the same thing....and it takes something 'special' to get noticed and it's more than looks and big tits, or sucking dicks or whatever...