I'm just thinking back on my relationship with my ex and I need to vent about some things that pissed me off. You guys don't have to read this whole thing, I just wanna get it off my chest. You can tell me what you think if you feel like it.
- One time we went to a party at his friend's house. We drank alot, and were pretty drunk by the end of the night. At one point during the party, he lent me his keys to go to his car and get my camera so I could take pictures. I guess in my drunken stupor, I accidentally dropped the keys in his friend's yard somewhere. When we went to leave, he couldn't find his keys, so we wound up looking for them for awhile. He was really angry and kept shouting at me, in front of people, and at one point he kinda grabbed my hair. It made me so upset, and I could never really forget about it after it happened, even though he apologized profusely and said he was just really drunk and would never do that again.
- For our one year anniversary, I booked us a room at a hotel nearby (I paid for the entire hotel myself, by the way, as I did for almost anything we did.) I was very excited to spend the night with him, and I had looked forward to this anniversary for awhile! He had to work 7-2 so we went after he was done. Things started out fine, but he was "cranky" which was one of his many excuses he had when he got "tired". This kid took naps like a 3 year old, and if he didn't, he acted extremely rude and irritable. Anyways, he started acting rude to me for no reason, kept snapping at me, then when I got quiet and withdrawn, he started acting like an asshole saying that I should just yell back at him and I needed to stop being so sensitive. So I spent $50 on a nice hotel room and spent most of the night laying on the bed crying to myself. Oh, and we went to have sex, and we went to do a position where I had to crouch down so he could go in from behind. I couldn't do it right because it felt uncomfortable, and when I said it hurt, he got mad and said "yeah, it always does, what else is new." I tried to continue to have sex but I couldn't enjoy it because I was so hurt and upset. Happy 1 year anniversary! I could never get that out of my mind either, how he ruined our first (and last) anniversary together. The douche.
- I never hesitated to do anything with his family, whether it be a holiday, going out to dinner, etc. Anytime something involved getting together with my parents, he bitched and whined. I invited him to go to an Oktoberfest a few months back, he promised he would go, then took off and went to his friend's girlfriend's college (they are 23 years old and dating freshman in college) and didn't come. My dad invited him to come out to a bar to get wings for his birthday. He said he would come, ended up going to a friend's house, said he "forgot", and didn't want to go because the place gets too crowded. Uhhh...? Lastly, a few months ago my uncle invited us to a Christmas party at his house. I asked Eric to go, at first he said yes. As it got closer to the date, I reminded him, and he said he didn't want to go "because he doesn't like family things." He then proceeded to get mad at me because I was upset he wasn't going. Let's not forget that I left my grandma's house on Thanksgiving to go to his aunt's, I spent all of the 4th of July and Christmas day with his family, and I always went out to dinner with him and his parents. He came to eat with my parents maybe... I don't know... 3 times?
- My next story involves that last incident about the Christmas party. So the day he said he wasn't going to go I was still upset. We went to his friend's house and drank. I ended up drinking too much (mostly because I was mad at him and didn't give a shit about anything that night) and on the way home, I felt sick. I had to throw up, so I rolled the window down to throw up, but some came back in and got in his car. I felt really bad about this, but it was a complete accident. It happens. He was practically crying because he's obsessed with his car, and he was yelling at me. He didn't talk to me for 12 hours, ignored my texts and calls, and when he finally picked up, gave me an attitude and bitched about how he had to get his car washed. It was an accident, I already felt horrible and even offered to get it cleaned for him.
Writing this makes me actually pissed off. Wow.
- The last incident I'm going to tell is right before we broke up. Things had been OK, and he came over cause we hadn't seen each other for a few days. He immediately seemed different, was giving one worded answers and acted quiet. We went out to do errands, he kept bitching at me about little things and was being a complete dick. We came back to have sex, and again some stupid thing happened when we went to switch positions where he was trying to push his dick in and it felt weird. He said "I didn't even wanna do this anyways." When I asked him about why he was acting like such an asshole, he said that he didn't wanna come over and only came to get out of his house. What the ****?